Venting Autistic and single

[autistic_celibate32]

I am 32 autistic and a simpcel. I’m involuntary Celibate mainly because of my body. I’m obese, EXTREMELY HAIRY, and my appearance is -60-70, at the very bottom of the scale. I’ve always been a pushover, tried everything to make myself more attractive. But attractiveness is only part of the issue for me.

As another reason I get rejected is because of my ASD traits. I even got rejected by girls on the spectrum mainly because of my “pessimism” as they put it.

They told me I give off incel vibes because of how I constantly rant about rejection.

They told me that is the main reason why they rejected me, even though I’m more successful than they are is my rejection sensitivity. Yet, they are ok with dating complete losers with no future over me because of my rejection sensitivity.

Let them reap what they sow.

I’m fucking done being a simp for fucking Neurotypicals, self-haters, and Stacies. Half of them claim to have feelings for me, then ask for $$$for sex. No bitch, I owe you NOTHING

Go get Syphilis for all I care.

No one should have to pay to get laid.

I really want a loving relationship, but that ain’t ever going to happen.

Most of you probably fear going through what I did.

Keep in mind I’m Only 32. I personally know a 47 year old aspire incel who is still a virgin like me.

I fear ending up like him.

 

[Robb97]

tried everything to make myself more attractive

So you underwent skull implants, trimax and leg lengthening and still ugly?

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Go to the site "Promethease" and take photos of your ASD genes.

 

[psyop]

I’m obese, EXTREMELY HAIRY

Calorie deficit and laser hair removal should fix this, no?

 

[OutcompetedByRoomba]

simpcel

mhhhhh?

 

[Moroccancel]

Fatceldom = volceldom

 

[OutcompetedByRoomba]

don't listen to that, being fat is mostly about your genetics

 

[PsychoSlicer]

Autism is a killer of bloodlines (unless you're a foid and therefore autism doesn't really affect you that much.)
I am 23 but I fear that I may become more like you or your friend, and your friend seems to be tenacious. Being a 47 y/0 wizard.


>inb4 someone cherrypick an autistic gigachad

 

[autistic_celibate32]

mhhhhh?

Meaning I’m a simp well soon to be former simp but also an incel I’ve swallowed the redpill. I’m done being a fucking pushover and people pleaser just to be accepted for my difference. If they can’t accept me for who I am, they can kill themselves for all I care.

 

[autistic_celibate32]

Autism is a killer of bloodlines (unless you're a foid and therefore autism doesn't really affect you that much.)
I am 23 but I fear that I may become more like you or your friend, and your friend seems to be tenacious. Being a 47 y/0 wizard.


>inb4 someone cherrypick an autistic gigachad

When you say killer of bloodlines, you're probably referring to the inability of getting into relationships.

 

[autistic_celibate32]

When you say killer of bloodlines, you're probably referring to the inability of getting into relationships.

Yeah it doesn’t effect high functioning women, but those with classic and severe autism are just as single as severely autistic men. But high functioning women are just as in relationships as NT women.

This is because of society, and it’s expectations on outdated gender stereotypes.

I’m socially inept, and extremely negative/pessimistic and emotionally unstable. I have a fuck ton of trauma from my abusers. Also, I’m ugly af.

I’ve wished death on humanity many times before, including when I blew up on a entitled cunt, blaming her ableism for why I wanted the world to end.

 

[PsychoSlicer]

When you say killer of bloodlines, you're probably referring to the inability of getting into relationships.

Correct

 

[Autistic Uggo]

Autism is a killer of bloodlines (unless you're a foid and therefore autism doesn't really affect you that much.)

>inb4 someone cherrypick an autistic gigachad

I'm so sick of that. It's like how normies try discredit the blackpill by pointing to Tom Cruise and Danny DeVito.

 

[Cybersex is our hope]

They told me I give off incel vibes because of how I constantly rant about rejection.

So even autistic cunts know the word incel? Fucking whores. They are shit just like NT whores. No they also are worse sometimes

 

[autistic_celibate32]

Elon Musk

He is an exception. He is the richest man in the world. If he grew working class or poor, he would be in the same boat as us.

 

[autistic_celibate32]

rejection/social issues. Well I had it 100 x worse than him. While he had to deal with rejection and social anxiety, I had to deal with horrible bullying, including physical violence, and at home I had to contend with physical violence, and constant verbal abuse on a daily basis just for stimming and then more abuse for talking back for the abuse. That, and I had absolutely no friends, despite people pleasing and reaching out.

My life was brutal, how many of us here had flowers thrown in the trash by an entitled foid on valentine’s day at 13 and the very next day get pushed down a flight of stairs and have a foid spec ed directior threaten you if you report the student?

 

[autistic_celibate32]

dear god

Did you have it as bad, or was it worse?

 

[autistic_celibate32]

Calorie deficit and laser hair removal should fix this, no?

I have a very bad metabolism, I’m often in calorie deficit, and eat once or twice per day with small portions.,

 

[autistic_celibate32]

I have a very bad metabolism, I’m often in calorie deficit, and eat once or twice per day with small portions.,

not quite as bad as that I don't think

That’s good. I wouldn’t wish the life I had on my worst enemy.

 

[autistic_celibate32]

I wasn't in special ed, but I wish now that I had been

Yeah, I went to a special ed school for students with autism. I realize now for us men it is still a lack of autism awareness/acceptance. I know that this may seem like an absurd question, but a friend of mine in Canada got sectioned after threatening suicide due to stupid online drama in his gaming circle, they didn’t confiscate his phone. I know Canada has a much better human rights record than the USA, so might this be you?

If so, I understand why you did what you did.

You can pm me if you want.

 

[PsychoSlicer]

Elon Musk

Giga no? Autistic? Maybe
Definitely was born with a silver spoon in his mouth.

 

[autistic_celibate32]

Giga no? Autistic? Maybe
Definitely was born with a silver spoon in his mouth.

Yup

 

[autistic_celibate32]

autistic men are found creepy EVERYWHERE

Because of ableism, lack of understanding and discrimination

 

[autistic_celibate32]

yeah, also cause they are afraid of something that has evolved beyond them, and want to wipe it out

Neurotypicals are the worst.

 

[PsychoSlicer]

his father was terrible

Yeah I guess the apple doesn't fall far from the tree, no one has sympathy for him but then again it's always the assholes on top so it makes sense.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

Kill yourself in style. Mow down some foids with you before your brains get splattered all over the ground by a cop.

 

[PureOxygen]

I have Asperger's myself.

I'm not a virgin myself, but if it weren't for prostitution, I'd be a virgin. I'll go out on a limb and strongly encourage any male virgin to go to where prostitution is legally accessible with plenty of saved-up gold and 'get it out of your system'. It will psychologically provide you with a level of perspective; that no woman you encounter afterwards can deny you the experience of having enjoyed a woman's sexuality/femininity in your life.

Looking at my family members who get treated like shit by their wives makes me actually glad I'm not in a relationship.

Now when Patriarchy comes after the govt collapse, we autistic people might actually ENJOY relationships when women are forced to be faithful and obedient.

 

[im done]

I am 32 autistic

Over before reading a line

 

[Nick Gurr]

Fatceldom = volceldom

 

[Cletus Longthing]

his childhood was brutal

Go EM

 

[Cletus Longthing]

and build electric cars and rockets?

Rockets to launch at normies