Autistcels, care to share any of your most inadequate fits of laughter?

[tulasdanslos]

I have one such story. When I was with a normie we got asked to do something together, don't remember what as this was over 4 years ago. Anyway, since we were doing a thing we both didn't like, he nonchalantly spouted the words: "Collective suicide".

And then I was hysteric and laughed till my sides hurt, I'm talking a minute and a half to two minutes straight up laughing. He laughed at his witty comment, ofc, but then even he got worried and said "what that's not funny".

 

[Atavistic Autist]

What I realized the other day is that I tend to have fits of laughter when my blood sugar is low. It can also make me aggressive.

Long before I was ever diagnosed as autistic, my mother would say I'm hypoglycemic, and this makes sense in retrospect.

 

[Deleted member 32725]

I laughed when someone brought up the Holocaust in Comparative Religion Class..
Couldn't stop laughing because of how typical the usual whining and bullshit was.

 

[Deleted member 32183]

When I was young I would smile constantly thinking about the dumbest shit
People would be confused as to what made me laugh

I remember walking to and from the bathroom giggling for no fucking reason

 

[Atavistic Autist]

When I was young I would smile constantly thinking about the dumbest shit

I remember walking to and from the bathroom giggling for no fucking reason

I still do this, tbhngl.

And yeah, like I say above, it's aggravated by low blood sugar levels. Apparently autists have lower than average blood sugar levels due to digestive issues.

 

[wei#3959]

inappropriate you mean?

 

[Deleted member 18912]

I like to laugh senseless sometimes.
Like a possessed child wanting to destroy something.

 

[Saigon Depression]

When I was young I would smile constantly thinking about the dumbest shit

I did this a lot even in my mid-20s. Had to force myself not to, because it made me look even crazier than I already was.

I like to laugh senseless sometimes.
Like a possessed child wanting to destroy something.

Yes, when I was really angry, I sometimes had these evil, uncontrollable laughters (I made sure that nobody saw these).
The funny thing was that they made me feel good and liberated.

 

[Atavistic Autist]

Yes, when I was really angry, I sometimes had these evil, uncontrollable laughters (I made sure that nobody saw these).
The funny thing was that they made me feel good and liberated.

Supposing that low blood sugar contributed to your feelings of anger, your autistic synesthesia led to the inappropriate affect of laughter, which itself has moderating effects on blood sugar/pressure (producing a feeling of "high").

 

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I laughed when someone brought up the Holocaust in Comparative Religion Class..
Couldn't stop laughing because of how typical the usual whining and bullshit was.

Based.

I remember walking to and from the bathroom giggling for no fucking reason

Is that a sign of autism?
Me and my brother do that all the time. Just walk in circles in the house with a huge grin on our face thinking about scenarios. My father does the same but he cries doing so (keeps sniffling).
I was never diagnosed but I'm starting to suspect I am autistic.

 

[Atavistic Autist]

Is that a sign of autism?

Of course.

It is interesting how your father inappropriately cries rather than laughs. I usually laugh while pacing around and contemplating just like you and your brother, but I have also cried in situations that don't warrant it, and this is typically caused by an endorphin/hormonal rush to the brain.

Presumably your father, as an ascended sperg, experiences endorphin/hormonal rushes more.

 

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Of course.

Damn.
Is it the pacing around and daydreaming (or whatever it's called) that is autistic or is it the smiling? Or both?
I thought it was normal because something good happens in my daydream and I get happy and smile.

Presumably your father, as an ascended sperg, experiences endorphin/hormonal rushes more.

He has some sort of mother complex. I'm pretty sure he's thinking about his mother when he does that.

 

[AmIjustDreaming]

I sometimes laugh out of nowhere due to the conversations I create in my head and memes I think about

 

[Atavistic Autist]

He has some sort of mother complex. I'm pretty sure he's thinking about his mother when he does that.

I just independently came to this conclusion myself, and remembered that the first time I would excessively cry was at a young age when thinking about my mother's mortality. I have even made a thread on this subject.

When the relevant neural circuits get tickled again in similar circumstances as relating to primary object relations, psychological transference occurs and the same dynamics replicate.

Hence at a later age (5th grade), I would excessively cry when thinking about my efforts to become socially and academically successful, because I intuitively understood that my fledgling, grandiose false-self (mother replacement) wouldn't last. I simply couldn't sustain the stresses of NT life through a narcissistic strategy. And indeed, now I am a NEET with BPD personality traits.

 

[Ping And Pong]

I laughed when someone brought up the Holocaust in Comparative Religion Class..
Couldn't stop laughing because of how typical the usual whining and bullshit was.

I had a similar story where I was in a school trip visiting a musuem, we entered the holocaust exhibit and someone made a comment about the size of their noses. No one else really reacted but I thought it was hilarious, I tried my best to hide my laughter so the teacher didn't see.

 

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I just independently came to this conclusion myself, and remembered that the first time I would excessively cry was at a young age when thinking about my mother's mortality. I have even made a thread on this subject.

When these neural circuits get tickled in similar circumstances as relating to primary object relations, transference occurs and the same dynamics replicate.

Wow. Thanks for the info.

 

[Atavistic Autist]

Wow. Thanks for the info.

I edited more life history into my post, reflecting on how narcissism was my formative cope with object inconstancy, but that it failed.

I interpreted object inconstancy through the very valid notion that my mother would die (like a true, sperg philosopher), and attempted to self-parent instead through the immortal and omniscient false-self, and realize the social expectations of success and popularity as an alternative means to achieve permanence; but this itself failed and couldn't last not only because it is an idealized myth just like the ever-present mother, but due to my autism making navigating stressors, and life in general, difficult.

I suspect many autistic celibates on the .co have followed a near-identical etiology.


Speaking of synesthesia, whenever I feel lonely, I also paradoxically feel happy, and this seems to be mediated through a decrease in body temperature (as resulting in goosebumps). Apparently it is common for the body temperatures of NTs to lower when they are lonely, but it is probably exclusive to autistic synesthetes to simultaneously feel happy.

I can remember, at the end of 5th grade, despite all my efforts to fit in and be "successful," feeling alienated from my peers, and going away from them to cry. While I did this, I also felt goosebumps and a sense of catharsis. This seems to have been my "fall" from narcissistic Eden, or return into BPD. It is fascinating how my psychology can be fully interpreted through my memories of crying.

 

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I edited more life history into my post, reflecting on how narcissism was my formative cope with object inconstancy, but that it failed.

I interpreted object inconstancy through the very valid notion that my mother would die (like a true, sperg philosopher), and attempted to self-parent instead through the immortal and omniscient false-self, and realize the social expectations of success and popularity as an alternative means to achieve permanence; but this itself failed and couldn't last not only because it is an idealized myth just like the ever-present mother, but due to my autism making navigating stressors, and life in general, difficult.

I suspect many autistic celibates on the .co have followed a near-identical etiology.


Speaking of synesthesia, whenever I feel lonely, I also paradoxically feel happy, and this seems to be mediated through a decrease in body temperature (as resulting in goosebumps). Apparently it is common for the body temperatures of NTs to lower when they are lonely, but it is probably exclusive to autistic synesthetes to simultaneously feel happy.

I can remember, at the end of 5th grade, despite all my efforts to fit in and be "successful," feeling alienated from my peers, and going away from them to cry. While I did this, I also felt goosebumps and a sense of catharsis. This seems to have been my "fall" from narcissistic Eden, or return into BPD. It is fascinating how my psychology can be fully interpreted through my memories of crying.

 

[osman27]

I edited more life history into my post, reflecting on how narcissism was my formative cope with object inconstancy, but that it failed.

I interpreted object inconstancy through the very valid notion that my mother would die (like a true, sperg philosopher), and attempted to self-parent instead through the immortal and omniscient false-self, and realize the social expectations of success and popularity as an alternative means to achieve permanence; but this itself failed and couldn't last not only because it is an idealized myth just like the ever-present mother, but due to my autism making navigating stressors, and life in general, difficult.

I suspect many autistic celibates on the .co have followed a near-identical etiology.


Speaking of synesthesia, whenever I feel lonely, I also paradoxically feel happy, and this seems to be mediated through a decrease in body temperature (as resulting in goosebumps). Apparently it is common for the body temperatures of NTs to lower when they are lonely, but it is probably exclusive to autistic synesthetes to simultaneously feel happy.

I can remember, at the end of 5th grade, despite all my efforts to fit in and be "successful," feeling alienated from my peers, and going away from them to cry. While I did this, I also felt goosebumps and a sense of catharsis. This seems to have been my "fall" from narcissistic Eden, or return into BPD. It is fascinating how my psychology can be fully interpreted through my memories of crying.

I wish I was still high IQ enough to write paragraphs like this.

 

[Atavistic Autist]

Damn.
Is it the pacing around and daydreaming (or whatever it's called) that is autistic or is it the smiling? Or both?
I thought it was normal because something good happens in my daydream and I get happy and smile.

Autism literally refers to existing within your own mind (self-ism), and daydreaming is the very essence of this. When I was a teenager in high school, it got to the point where I'd be mistaken for being high on weed, JFL.

Pacing in particular is a form of self-stimulatory behavior, an autistic characteristic.

And autists are noted as laughing less often at what other people say (i.e. less social affiliative laughter), and laughing more often about what's going on in their own minds. This naturally results in more genuine laughter, since much social affiliative laughter is feigned.

I laughed when someone brought up the Holocaust in Comparative Religion Class..
Couldn't stop laughing because of how typical the usual whining and bullshit was.

I had a similar story where I was in a school trip visiting a musuem, we entered the holocaust exhibit and someone made a comment about the size of their noses. No one else really reacted but I thought it was hilarious, I tried my best to hide my laughter so the teacher didn't see.

I outright laughed at the Holocaust museum guide during a field trip in 8th grade, but this is because I was already based and pilled on the Jews at that time. Like another user on this forum, I was a proto alt-righter and had even been a peewee member of Stormfront.

It is notable here how autism is often most evident during religious-type settings, whether it's having improper emotional affect at a funeral or, well, improper emotional affect when the Holocaust is brought up in a class on religion (you can't get more blatant than that).

The term holocaust originates from the Bible and means "fire-sacrifice," which goes a long way towards explaining why it has all the features of a pseudo-religion -- the impossible narratives, the proscriptions on "denial" or blasphemy, and the fact that most Jews perceive it as the very essence of their identity according to opinion polls on the matter.

The founders of Abrahamism are now largely only bound together by the myth of the Shoah, JFL.

 

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Autism literally refers to existing within your own mind (self-ism), and daydreaming is the very essence of this. When I was a teenager in high school, it got to the point where I'd be mistaken for being high on weed, JFL.

Pacing in particular is a form of self-stimulatory behavior, an autistic characteristic.

And autists are noted as laughing less often at what other people say (i.e. less social affiliative laughter), and laughing more often about what's going on in their own minds. This naturally results in more genuine laughter, since much social affiliative laughter is feigned.

I see. I do seem to have mild symptoms. I did a couple online test and they also said I have mild symptoms.
I don't think I'll do anything about it tho. If I have it then so be it.

 

[Atavistic Autist]

I see. I do seem to have mild symptoms. I did a couple online test and they also said I have mild symptoms.
I don't think I'll do anything about it tho. If I have it then so be it.

Any diagnosis of autism is considered as severe and disabling and potentially qualifies you for social assistance, depending upon where you live.

For example, I receive social assistance for autism in the United States, which shows that being "high-functioning" or "high IQ" does not preclude you from receiving aid.

 

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Any diagnosis of autism is considered as severe and disabling and potentially qualifies you for social assistance, depending upon where you live.

For example, I receive social assistance for autism in the United States, which shows that being "high-functioning" or "high IQ" does not preclude you from receiving aid.

We don't have that kind of thing here.

 

[Atavistic Autist]

We don't have that kind of thing here.

Brutal, ngl.

 

[Deleted member 32183]

social assistance

what's that?

 

[Atavistic Autist]

what's that?

A euphemism for welfare/disability funds