Blackpill At this point I can't ascend anymore. I am just too hurt tbh.

[virgin4life]

So let's say I looksmaxxed and suddenly some foid would be attracted to me. After 38 years of rejection I couldn't even believe it anymore. I would think she is trying to hurt me further, cause me more pain. I would think she is making fun of me. I would think she is trying to virtue signal and I would be offended by a woman telling me she is attracted to me at this time. And even if I believed she was serious I would still be offended by it. Kinda hard to explain but imagine someone locked you up in their basement and hardly gave you anything to eat. If that person was suddenly going to tell you: "I will treat you good from now on" you wouldn't trust him. You'd believe he is full of shit. And for 38 years women have starved me. If they are telling me they want to give me food now I would tell them to stop playing tricks on me. I just couldn't even accept love from a woman at this time anymore. My brain has just been rewired to associate women with pain, suffering, sadness, loneliness, depression, rejection, ridicule. I would always think that she was going to cheat on me and find ways to hurt me and cause me pain because this is all I have ever gotten from women. I just can't get over this. Not after 38 years. Maybe at 30 there would still have been a chance but not anymore.

 

[Deleted member 3385]

i'm same age man

we've been institutionalised basically from being alone so long, we are like prisoners that have lived their lives in solitary confinement

There aren't any women out there that could be understanding enough, they all think it's creepy and weird to be our age and not had any relationship, women our age want a man, not a boy that was never allowed to grow up

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

You have missed out on too much , You will never get over it. Also with your zero experience , You're just going to scare away the girl. Beyond over for you

 

[ThouShallObeyKing]

lookmax and try to bed some old hags

 

[thebuddhacel]

Will you continue with moneymaxxing?

 

[virgin4life]

we've been institutionalised basically from being alone so long, we are like prisoners that have lived their lives in solitary confinement

This. Very good example. You don't walk out of 25 years of solitary confinement and be a normal member of society anymore. After that time you are broken beyond repair. I know people that were drug addicts for 10 to 20 years living on the street. You can not go back and be a normal person. It doesn't work this way.

 

[TheGambler2]

You're still young,you will meet her when the time comes(when she fucks 100 more chads)

 

[Deleted member 20811]

Wise words from an oldcel... It truly is over for you....

 

[virgin4life]

Will you continue with moneymaxxing?

Absolutely yes. Moneymaxxing is more like a kind of revenge to me. I was born to drug addicted parents who were freshly out of jail. Society wanted me to be this kind of man who is taking away their trash.

I kind of want to prove that I am an intelligent human being that has never been given a fair chance by society. And moneymaxxing is my way of doing this. If I as a guy who was once homeless due to how society saw me manage to become ultimately successful by society's most important standard (which is financially) it proves my point that society is fucking retarded when it comes to making judgements. I am not sure if this makes sense to anyone here but it makes a lot of sense to me. I will work passionately to achieve this goal until I die.

 

[Lester]

Absolutely yes. Moneymaxxing is more like a kind of revenge to me. I was born to drug addicted parents who were freshly out of jail. Society wanted me to be this kind of man who is taking away their trash.

I kind of want to prove that I am an intelligent human being that has never been given a fair chance by society. And moneymaxxing is my way of doing this.

i'm too lazy,high inhib,and low confidence to moneymaxx.

 

[ionlycopenow]

Absolutely yes. Moneymaxxing is more like a kind of revenge to me. I was born to drug addicted parents who were freshly out of jail. Society wanted me to be this kind of man who is taking away their trash.

I kind of want to prove that I am an intelligent human being that has never been given a fair chance by society. And moneymaxxing is my way of doing this. If I as a guy who was once homeless due to how society saw me manage to become ultimately successful by society's most important standard (which is financially) it proves my point that society is fucking retarded when it comes to making judgements. I am not sure if this makes sense to anyone here but it makes a lot of sense to me. I will work passionately to achieve this goal until I die.

Good luck with that. We are in a caste system based off looks and status and you are at the bottom.

 

[Antisocialloner]

If I wasn't such a scared manchild I would try to accomplish the same feat you're going for. Rise from the ashes and make society look retarded by becoming someone after they discarded you long ago.

 

[Urekkim]

Feel ya. May be a youngcel but after HS I tried to make a promise to myself that i would start fresh in Uni. Being more social, talk more, be more present towards other people. But nope, didnt have the courage, couldnt bring myself to do it & stayed the fucking same all the way through. Now im here.

 

[virgin4life]

If I wasn't such a scared manchild I would try to accomplish the same feat you're going for. Rise from the ashes and make society look retarded by becoming someone after they discarded you long ago.

Yeah man. I am tired from a full day of work but I am sitting here now reading stock news, programming software to do better, more customized backtesting. Each night when I come home I keep working. Get a little sleep and repeat. One day I will teach everybody a lesson. They wanted me to take their trash away? They will take my trash away!!

 

[Blacktarpill]

The agepill is brutal for every human tbh.

 

[zangano1]

I can't ascend because i'm ugly