This is SUPER common among wmaf couples. Some white chud who copes with his subhumanity with white supremacy, but of course he still needs pussy, so he weasels his way into a yellow vagina so he can get that sweet dopamine, all the while loathing the mongoloid whore he calls his wife and his turanid children.
This alone would be enough to cause immense mental illness in hapa children. Knowing that daddy hates your flat face and wishes he could have a white wife. Knowing daddy views his race better than mommy's, essentially making mommy a war bride. Knowing that daddy almost definitely finds some random blonde classmate of yours closer to him in kin than you do, even if you were the one who came out of his balls
However, the torture doesn't even end there, as most hapas, aside from being aware that their fathers are white supremacists, are also often aware that their mother is a self hating chink who, whether she says it out loud to her hapa child or not, is disappointed that her child came our looking more Asian rather than white. Hapas, whether consciously or subconsciously, are well aware that their mother adores thin noses, round eyes, blue eyes and light hair, traits the hapa children next to never will have. Ergo, they will gradually understand that mommy hates her own people and by extension, them since they represent the asiatic bloodline she so desperately craved to flee from
And ON TOP OF THAT, most hapas end up being short scrawny weak incels to begin with. That's THREE different fucking sources of mental anguish. Their white supremacist fathers, their war bride mothers, and their incel tier genetics