Making some stupid small talk with something in the back of my mind is just not who i am and i wont pretend anything else. I am too honest, impatient and reserved to not cringe and feel uncomfortable doing it. So i'll just say i want to meet her. We noticed each other a few times before which breeds some familiarity i guess, but last time we exchanged a few smiles although in a formal polite setting from worker to worker. But there was something so lovely and warm in her demeanor, exceeding simple niceness, the way she welcomed my eyes with hers as i approached the counter so getting physically closer to her. Women can often recoil when in this situation. Of course i had to be in a good mood myself for this to happen so my smile and attitude was genuine but this happens once in a blue moon. I'm probably deluded thinking this will lead to something but i can't sit there doing nothing. 
