As I sit here alone on NYE I wonder what my life could have been like if I was good looking.

[whyAmIEvenAlive]

Instead of being a social outcast at 13 I would have been having my first crush, or having a girl crushing on me. This would have cultivated "confidence" from a young age and laid the foundations for self-worth.

Instead of gaming at home up until 18 I would have been out with friends, playing drinking games with girls, doing dares, drunk kisses, having my first sexual experience. My social skills would have been honed at this point and I would have been enjoying life.

I would have went to University from 18-21, maybe having my first LTR, learning what a relationship is all about. At this point I would know what I want in a girl, and what is expected of me.

At 21 to now I would have maybe found someone to settle down with, marry, and have kids. I don't care what the Blackpill says, I've always wanted a family.

Instead here I am at 32. Ugly with little to no friends left. I've never had a kiss or had sex. I don't know anything about women apart from the fact they are, apparently, all shit. Even if I did get a woman now I'd be needy and insecure. I wouldn't know how to be a "Good boyfriend". I wouldn't be able to hide my past failures or lack of friends. I can't make up for lost time. Sure normies would say "It's never too late" but truth is it is. It's not just the fact I've never had looks anymore, it's the fact I'm now socially/experience-wise at about a 20 year disadvantage to anyone my own age.

Happy new year to me.

 

[Anonymous MG]

To another year of pain and tears

 

[Rotunda]

The lack of experience is something I’ve always forgotten. I’m 23, at my age women have fucked atleast 20 guys by now. They aren’t looking for someone to teach, they want Chad or some beta bux to fund their shitty lifestyle. It’s truly over.

 

[whyAmIEvenAlive]

The lack of experience is something I’ve always forgotten. I’m 23, at my age women have fucked atleast 20 guys by now. They aren’t looking for someone to teach, they want Chad or some beta bux to fund their shitty lifestyle. It’s truly over.

As a 32 year old, I would give anything to rewind to 23 for a do-over. Nothing would change mind you.

I know I'm going to sound pedantic and like I'm peddling normie trash. But take it from me, even if it's just spending time with friends... make the most of those younger years so at least when you hit your 30s even if you're single you still can function socially. I've distanced myself from everyone and regret it entirely.

 

[OMGFML]

fuck 2018 is soon part of history, I remember when 2016 was about to take place, I remember when I thought 2010 was late, oh my god

 

[Rotunda]

As a 32 year old, I would give anything to rewind to 23 for a do-over. Nothing would change mind you.

I know I'm going to sound pedantic and like I'm peddling normie trash. But take it from me, even if it's just spending time with friends... make the most of those younger years so at least when you hit your 30s even if you're single you still can function socially. I've distanced myself from everyone and regret it entirely.

I’ll heed your advice. I do my best to have friends and be social, but it’s hard when you are blackpilled. I’ve nearly revealed myself a few times and I can always tell which of my friends are getting laid and which ones aren’t. I’ll give you a hint it’s the tall handsome ones 100% of the time.

 

[ihaveno1]

life is a fucking scam bro

 

[Damo the incel]

Just wait until you are 70 bro

 

[Deleted member 6470]

We are a few millimeters of happiness.

 

[Angry_runt]

I'm 36 and I've spent all but one of the last 15 New Year Eves alone. The one outlier was on a transatlantic flight and that was pretty interesting.

There is no hope.

 

[Cuyen]

Every year is worse than last year and nothing change,we get uglier and uglier

 

[The Ratman]

What happened, happened and couldn't have happened any other way

 

[IamLost]

Instead of being a social outcast at 13 I would have been having my first crush, or having a girl crushing on me. This would have cultivated "confidence" from a young age and laid the foundations for self-worth.

Instead of gaming at home up until 18 I would have been out with friends, playing drinking games with girls, doing dares, drunk kisses, having my first sexual experience. My social skills would have been honed at this point and I would have been enjoying life.

I would have went to University from 18-21, maybe having my first LTR, learning what a relationship is all about. At this point I would know what I want in a girl, and what is expected of me.

At 21 to now I would have maybe found someone to settle down with, marry, and have kids. I don't care what the Blackpill says, I've always wanted a family.

Instead here I am at 32. Ugly with little to no friends left. I've never had a kiss or had sex. I don't know anything about women apart from the fact they are, apparently, all shit. Even if I did get a woman now I'd be needy and insecure. I wouldn't know how to be a "Good boyfriend". I wouldn't be able to hide my past failures or lack of friends. I can't make up for lost time. Sure normies would say "It's never too late" but truth is it is. It's not just the fact I've never had looks anymore, it's the fact I'm now socially/experience-wise at about a 20 year disadvantage to anyone my own age.

Happy new year to me.

We all are in this together brother.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Every year is worse than last year and nothing change,we get uglier and uglier

 

[RopeShow]

Idgaf when the apocalypse arises I'll take all the foids I can find by any mean I want. Happy new year folks, one year close to the end.

 

[BlackpilledAF]

I hear you. I'm 32 myself. Spending this NYE alone, coping with videogames, while normies / chad / stacies are partying and having fun.

Life is cruel for ugly people.

 

[TheLegendofBentCock]

2019? I thought it was just 2009 a few years ago...

 

[Kent]

I'm 36 and I've spent all but one of the last 15 New Year Eves alone. The one outlier was on a transatlantic flight and that was pretty interesting.
.

Well, I guess that is ONE way to guarantee you will be "partying" with others on NYE. Simply buy a plane ticket where everyone is basically held hostage in the skies.

I guess an incel would know it was "over-over" if the incel tries to chat up a feeahmayle on the plane and she would rather put on a parachute and jump out than talk to him. On the other hand probably the most likely situation you could have mile-high sex with a stranger?

 

[Bakura806]

Its over once you are 21, but its a shame how ugly men like us will never experience things most humans have

 

[FinnCel]

We are a few millimeters of happiness.

A few millimeters away from happiness