As an oldcel I feel like I've done my time

[crew2]

This whole life has felt like a prison sentence of watching others and close friends succeed in getting the one thing I've wanted since before I was 12 years old while I suffer endlessly and relentlessly. Absolutely everything else in my life has felt empty and devoid of anything worthwhile.

I know some of you guys are here and are going insane with this hell at age 20/21 but bear in mind the same hell that you have been experiencing for a couple of years I have been experiencing for 13 more years on top of that.

At age 33 I feel like I have served my time and I'm now ready to escape somehow. I'm doing my absolute best to save up for whatever surgeries I can whilst trying tinder etc and things like that but besides that I'm thinking of the least risky method of suicide.

 

[A Good Friend]

It's strange you're going this route. Well, strange to me.

I pretty much decided that after 30, we lose all right to be 'cool' and we were never attractive, so it's just a matter of surviving for no good reason at that point.

But more power to you if you have some try in you

I never did, not even when I was but a pup-cel. As an oldcel, I'm just waiting for the inevitable, trying to be comfortable, trying to remove myself from internet life. I'm making strides, but I pop in to let everyone know I'm alive.

 

[eurocel]

so you waited till you were 33 to start looksmaxxing? shame you wasted all those years doing nothing.

 

[Ryo_Hazuki]

This whole life has felt like a prison sentence

It is. The problem is, it's a natural life sentence with no possibility of parole and at this point you have exhausted all appeals.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

It's strange you're going this route. Well, strange to me.

I pretty much decided that after 30, we lose all right to be 'cool' and we were never attractive, so it's just a matter of surviving for no good reason at that point.

But more power to you if you have some try in you

I never did, not even when I was but a pup-cel. As an oldcel, I'm just waiting for the inevitable, trying to be comfortable, trying to remove myself from internet life. I'm making strides, but I pop in to let everyone know I'm alive.

How old are you?

 

[crew2]

it is horrible soul crushing experience to watch yourself lack behind in everything as you get older. IG acc of my HS and uni friends are suicide fuel. Everbody moved on with their lives, majority of them are married and having children now. Agepill is really brutal.

One thing I can't understand tho,
>I'm doing my absolute best to save up for whatever surgeries I can whilst trying tinder etc

dude, you shoudlve been doing these a DECADE ago, it is kinda too late. Even if I find a gf at 30, what will it do for me ? i already lack behind so bad. im damaged, bitter and jaded beyond recognition already.

these youncels will never know our pain.

It's a good thing for me that because of my age I'm not even on Instagram or even look at it and I don't think most of my hs friends are either. Also because of my age I'm not really bothered anymore about high school because it was over 15 years ago for me. When I was in high school, where I am from, it was all about who was the loudest or the toughest or the biggest prick and not really about looks. I never expected any girl to like me in that environment Hell my best friend is the best looking chad I know and right through school and college he never got a single chance. It was only when he went to university that the floodgates opened for him

For me it's more about the people who have ignored me during the time when I was expecting to be getting girls, when girls are supposed to have grown up and want a decent guy.

Due to my social anxiety I messed up my education so got held back for two more years in college. Then I got a security job which allowed me to hide from society which was what I wanted. Then I went back to university at age 24 to get a degree in web development which took a year. For the last few years after that I've been moving between shit jobs in web dev that don't pay much money but now I've finally got a decent one where the wage may improve a lot. So that's pretty much my reason for not getting surgeries back then.

I'm damaged beyond recognition too but I feel like I can only try now. Thanks mate.

 

[crew2]

It's strange you're going this route. Well, strange to me.

I pretty much decided that after 30, we lose all right to be 'cool' and we were never attractive, so it's just a matter of surviving for no good reason at that point.

But more power to you if you have some try in you

I never did, not even when I was but a pup-cel. As an oldcel, I'm just waiting for the inevitable, trying to be comfortable, trying to remove myself from internet life. I'm making strides, but I pop in to let everyone know I'm alive.

I know what you mean friend. Thanks. However I know some guys who are older than me and girls of all ages still think they're cool. My best friend being one of them.

I'm surviving too I'm just trying to take one last step towards a liveable life.

Part of me also wishes I could fast forward to age 65, retire and just not worry about anything but dying peacefully like you said.

 

[crew2]

so you waited till you were 33 to start looksmaxxing? shame you wasted all those years doing nothing.

I've looksmaxed in general for years, as in haircuts clothes, moisturising, great hygiene, fucking makeup for men, hair thickening spray and have even had a hair transplant quite recently.

Basically anything that doesn't involve major surgery which I have never been able to afford.

 

[crew2]

It is. The problem is, it's a natural life sentence with no possibility of parole and at this point you have exhausted all appeals.

I just wish there was an electric chair coming up.

 

[A Good Friend]

How old are you?

 

[A Good Friend]

However I know some guys who are older than me and girls of all ages still think they're cool.

Yes, but do they have a long pussy-getting track record?

 

[crew2]

Yes, but do they have a long pussy-getting track record?

Yep. Ha. Or at least had a lot of pussy wanting them.

 

[A Good Friend]

Yep. Ha. Or at least had a lot of pussy wanting them.

Well, I'm not trying to talk you down, but that's probably a large factor in their current pussy-having lives.

 

[LegitAspie]

im 21 and feel ancient

 

[crew2]

Well, I'm not trying to talk you down, but that's probably a large factor in their current pussy-having lives.

I agree friend. I'm just saying with the right level of looks you can still get pussy into your 30s however whether those looks, or anything remotely near to them can be attained with surgeries after the age of 30 (which is my hope/cope) is arguable.

 

[Givingup20]

Yep nearly 21 and feel like old asf like i should have done alot more by now

 

[A Good Friend]

im 21 and feel ancient

You kids definitely have it harder.

You've got to remember that oldcels had a decent portion of their lives without internet and like their entire teens and early twenties without smartphones.

It's so much more gnarly now. You guys are under the microscope and judged so much harder. I can see why so many of you want to end it.

 

[Jockcel]

It is. The problem is, it's a natural life sentence with no possibility of parole and at this point you have exhausted all appeals.

Very poetic.

 

[A Good Friend]

I agree friend. I'm just saying with the right level of looks you can still get pussy into your 30s however whether those looks, or anything remotely near to them can be attained with surgeries after the age of 30 (which is my hope/cope) is arguable.

I wish you luck. It'll probably work if you really bust ass.

 

[LegitAspie]

You kids definitely have it harder.

You've got to remember that oldcels had a decent portion of their lives without internet and like their entire teens and early twenties without smartphones.

It's so much more gnarly now. You guys are under the microscope and judged so much harder. I can see why so many of you want to end it.

and im black pilled head to toe can feel my collagen degrading by the day, every day i get uglier and one day ill be totally invisible to even warpigs. Very frightening. And yes it means sloots can have a chad whenever they please. I feel sick

 

[LegitAspie]

Yep nearly 21 and feel like old asf like i should have done alot more by now

ive literally done nothing except coped and tried to pleasuremax

 

[Deleted member 3725]

Even if I find a gf at 30, what will it do for me ? i already lack behind so bad. im damaged, bitter and jaded beyond recognition already.

these youncels will never know our pain.

Yea. We are broken beyond repair. I feel a sort of annoyance when i see teencels complain about muh inceldom. Most will escape eventually, assuming theyre trying. Another member here likened them to kids playing dress up on halloween.

 

[crew2]

im 21 and feel ancient

If it's any consolation every single one of my friends look way better after 21 including my best friend who is a killer chad. I think 24 is when a lot of men start to look best. If it wasn't for fucking hair loss I would've looked better after 21.

 

[LegitAspie]

If it's any consolation every single one of my friends look way better after 21 including my best friend who is a killer chad. I think 24 is when a lot of men start to look best. If it wasn't for fucking hair loss I would've looked better after 21.

yea i look better than i did as look a bit more masc and had a very late puberty but worried about skin degradation. I hope you're on fin and getting a HT

 

[crew2]

yea i look best atm but worried about skin degradation. I hope you're on fin and getting a HT

I've had a hair transplant and plan on another. Fin is too worrying due to side effects.

27/28 + is the age to worry about skin degradation in general or even older in some cases. My only blessing in life is somehow looking younger for a lot of my years.

 

[Givingup20]

ive literally done nothing except coped and tried to pleasuremax

Don't Blame u one bit man, thats my life rn i know im going to end up having to endure another 10-15 years like this before i can't take it anymore

 

[LegitAspie]

I've had a hair transplant and plan on another. Fin is too worrying due to side effects.

27/28 + is the age to worry about skin degradation in general or even older in some cases. My only blessing in life is somehow looking younger for a lot of my years.

you should try fin bro i think they're over blown i know people irl who take it and they say its fine and guess you can trial and error it- don't you just lose the hair again over time without it?

 

[Givingup20]

This whole life has felt like a prison sentence of watching others and close friends succeed in getting the one thing I've wanted since before I was 12 years old while I suffer endlessly and relentlessly. Absolutely everything else in my life has felt empty and devoid of anything worthwhile.

I know some of you guys are here and are going insane with this hell at age 20/21 but bear in mind the same hell that you have been experiencing for a couple of years I have been experiencing for 13 more years on top of that.

At age 33 I feel like I have served my time and I'm now ready to escape somehow. I'm doing my absolute best to save up for whatever surgeries I can whilst trying tinder etc and things like that but besides that I'm thinking of the least risky method of suicide.

Honestly if your serious i'd have a look at the exit bag suicide not messy and painless, but legit this is what pisses me off the most why suicide has to become an option for incels i believe that access to social media and seeing all my peers doing so much better is suicidefuel for me don't know about anyone else here?

 

[New New Poster]

You kinda fucked your life by waiting until 33 to start saving for surgery. Should have been doing that right away, but I'm sure you coped your way through your 20s.

 

[LegitAspie]

Don't Blame u one bit man, thats my life rn i know im going to end up having to endure another 10-15 years like this before i can't take it anymore

i will be totally out of copes when reach oldceldom as well. It is cruel to think incels can have long term goals etc or abstain from drinking/pleasuremaxxing when there's no positives in sight.

 

[non_factor]

these youncels will never know our pain.

Of course we will,in like 10 years,it's not like anything is gonna change for the majority of us.

 

[NorwodingGymcel]

I didn't get my first hair transplant until 30 and am in my mid 30's now also with the same dilema. I am trying to get more surgeries and whatever else to at least have a chance to betabux or put myself in a better position with foreign women. First, I will try in the west until I am 36, but then afterwards and in the likely scenario nothing works, off to Asia I go. Since you are white, you could easily have luck in Asia like me and countless others - just don't come back here and make whole brag threads about it!

Central America is promising as well. I would honestly suggest to get your surgeries and visit another country or countries for a few weeks or months to actually feel human for once. You may find one you like, so then you may as well pack up and move there to teach English or what not. You are white and speak English, which amazingly is desired all over the world for some reason. Do not waste that gift!

 

[PleaseKillMeLoseSkin]

Just save that money up for prostitutes and fucking tranny boys in Thailand. If you think that people with families are any less miserable than we are then you've got another thing coming. I mean honestly who gives a shit.

 

[mylifeistrash]

if you failed in your teens you should aim for some place mega easy, like Philippines

if you never had a social life, thailand would be great

 

[Deleted member 236]

I'm 32 in a couple of weeks. looksdestroyed so much that I may as well be 52 though.

I'm going to take out life insurance, move out, live alone for a couple of years and then rope.Might do some escort/pornceling beforehand but prob not as too fat and sociophobic.

 

[TheRealChincel]

Yea. We are broken beyond repair. I feel a sort of annoyance when i see teencels complain about muh inceldom. Most will escape eventually, assuming theyre trying. Another member here likened them to kids playing dress up on halloween.

Teencels have to deal with a new world order in terms of dealing with women. Chads are at the fingertips of teen girls and incels get no reprieve from being bullied. I never had to worry about having X amount of followers or portraying a "good" life online because social media didn't exist.

 

[masterwizard]

I will be 33 in a few weeks.

Not gonna tell you that suicide isn't the answer, but I hope you at least try my advice on travelmaxxing and visit Asia once in your lifetime before you take the long goodbye.

PM me if you want more info about that and tindermaxing in general.

 

[idkwattodowithlife]

Look for better salary jobs, at least you'd see an improvement with that unlike with women. Once you have more money, you'll have better things to cope with

 

[Mr Joyboy]

I very deliberately know as little about other people's lives as possible. Makes me feel terrible when I see others doing well.

 

[Enclave]

Going to be 30 soon. Only reason I haven't offed myself yet is cuz I'm too lazy to even do that.

Actually I knew it was over for me when I realized in 8th grade that girls didn't want asian looking guys like me.

So most of my life has been a procrastinated suicide.