Experiment Are you happy? Please tell me what you do if you are

[iamsubhuman]

Title.

 

[Rigatoni]

I am depression LDARcel

 

[Mecoja]

I'm extremely unhappy, I'm in pain and mental torture.

 

[Khanivore]

I am happy cuz i am happy

 

[Luzifer]

I am only happy when drunk but not too drunk

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Again, deja vu. My "oneitis" evolved from being an anxious, depressed girl with childhood trauma into a very vain woman with a large circle(cycle) of orbiters.



It's from "mutual pain." In such cases, it's much easier to become deluded.

Yes. I've known this for eight years now. I've spent so much time fantasizing about and ruminating over the life of my White "oneitis", Shannon Rose. It's extremely painful. Years ago, we were very similar in that we suffered from similar mental illnesses and had an extremely similar history of childhood trauma.

I've envisioned myself kissing her passionately and staring into her lovely hazel eyes as I deflower her body. The sense of genuine love and "vulnerability" shared between two "fragile beings" is enough to make my body shiver.

In reality, however, my "oneitis" has been praised like a queen by her large circle of orbiting white knights. Thus, I am nothing more than a "miserable beta male" in her eyes. A "pathetic man" who will never experience her love.

This was our last chat:

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No, I do not worship filth.

Simple: You'll get to observe the misery of the people within society. Blackpilled Incels are "spectators"; our low status in society frees us from delusion and allows us to see the painful truths that normies deny. This is what I've long told myself.

Actually, that is more than enough reason to justify "radical" behavior, if you are disgruntled enough. However, I suggest a peaceful life of solitude if you can achieve it.

Coping in a nonviolent way seems better than throwing it away for a small group of people who will be replaced by equally vile people in little time. I'd rather optimize my natural abilities in seclusion than harm NTs who will be painted as victims.

Yes, I agree completely. Over the years, I've thought of Shannon and often thought to myself, "I hope Shannon has killed herself".

It's not malicious; it is for the sake of her mental health.

I'm in chronic physical pain, so I'll simplify the story for my own sake...



She displayed a pattern of "circular reasoning" that I tried to explain to my psychologist at the age of fifteen. It was futile, though.



I spent hours immersing myself in White Nationalist literature to understand the difference between myself and tall White Chads. This, combined with my ASD symptoms and social problems, reinforced my thoughts of inferiority. It was Akira Toriyama's Dragon Ball that prevented me from rotting completely.

 

[kaan]

I listen to this


View: https://youtu.be/NUYvbT6vTPs

 

[Diocel]

im happy cuz i have a lot of sex

 

[nohope.]

i’m waiting for sex bots. if sexbots don’t come out in 10 years i’ll rope

 

[Riinku]

I am coping

 

[Destroyer]

I'm happy and feel good about myself.

 

[Puppeter]

I am depression LDARcel

 

[InternalJizzz]

I'm in constant mental anguish

 

[Immolator]

I am coping

Same, when that Moment of realization hits, it sucks

 

[cameinonahorse]

I'm planning my premature death as we speak.

 

[Ahnfeltia]

Everything is still COPEsetic for now.

 

[Izayacel]

Not yet , path of Exile and some fighting Games are good copes tho.

There are many people in this World with an abudance of wealth , they could fix us " easily or give us a much better quality of Life of Living "

But this world is satanic and egotistical so that wont Happen.

@IncelKing @Mecoja @Intellau_Celistic @Swagpilled @nice_try @dungeondragon @erenyeager

 

[cripplecel]

No I am not, I can only cope.

 

[Izayacel]

Happiness is fleeting; best not to strive for such a fickle state of being. I long to be content, and curate my life to the maximum to ensure that my lived experience is most enjoyable. No vacillation, little time wasted. Things must run smoothly without error. Absolute perfection, yes.

I care not for the material possessions of others - I dislike most things, so perhaps it is easier for me to avoid such sins as jealousy and envy. I will craft my perfect world and remain within, enjoying the fruits of my labour.

So Just your Idee fixe ( your ultimate / utmost desire ) that you want to bring into fruition . Well good Luck , and dont let Others get in your way.

 

[nice_try]

 

[UnluckyCell]

I'm extremely unhappy, I'm in pain and mental torture.

 

[Swagpilled]

Not yet , path of Exile and some fighting Games are good copes tho.

I play war thunder

 

[manletogre]

Low iq nigger question

 

[Mecoja]

I'm extremely unhappy, I'm in pain and mental torture.

Not yet , path of Exile and some fighting Games are good copes tho.

There are many people in this World with an abudance of wealth , they could fix us " easily or give us a much better quality of Life of Living "

But this world is satanic and egotistical so that wont Happen.

@IncelKing @Mecoja @Intellau_Celistic @Swagpilled @nice_try @dungeondragon @erenyeager

 

[Nikalas]

Where is the middle option, I would say I'm not not happy, but I ain't sad depressed like before either. I am just neutral. Btw you should smoke weed and take LSD

 

[Izayacel]

I play war thunder

I See i.just Farmed 3 inventorys of heist " ( litteraly free money ) and Now have 669 Chaos , what would Be in normal MMO Terms around 66 Million gold .

But Then you have absolute niggers already having magebloods and 4k chaos in stash

 

[Incedel]

Mostly angry, but I am starting to realize the a foid-free life isn't so bad, I feel like once my sex drive decreases when am already, I'll be glad I don't marry some foid that now gaining weight and ruining my life with the threat of taking half my shit

 

[Ehwhatever]

I'm still empty, even though my life is better than it's been since I can remember. I don't feel lonely anymore. I oughta be happy, but nah, I'm still dead inside. And more lost than ever.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

My mind literally changes every day.
Yesterday I was fine. Yesterday night I cried a lot. This morning I was depressed. Now I'm fine.

 

[ElTruecel]

Why would you be happy if you’re on this forum. I haven’t been happy since I was 14

 

[war_with_myself]

NO

 

[IncelKing]

Neither happy nor sad

Just empty, feeling nothing at all.

Cold, emotionless, dead inside

Am a ghost

 

[BasedStalin]

Ancient romans used to call happiness with the word felix/felicitas. The word was used to describe trees when they were fruity: "arborae felix".
Yes, you might thinking "happy trees"? Were ancient romans high or something?
No, they just had a specific definition of happiness, they used to think people are happy when they are like fruity trees, because a tree express itself through making fruits. Being yourself and expressing yourself is what brings to true happiness.
A blacksmith is happy when perfectly forge a sword or perfectly ironpin an horse, a tailor is happy making a perfect dress that perfectly fit a body, a cook is happy making a perfect dish and so on. They used to spot the difference between being just content, being happy, and having serenity. They spotted that being content is what people confuse with being happy, mostly through cope or material things, while being happy is what previously mentioned, something more valuable, that passes by but that can return as soon as we express our beings. Then there is true serenity, which is the only perpetual feeling and it means having the know-how to keep happiness in the pocket because you eventually found what makes you happy anytime.

Said that, no, i'm not happy. What makes me happy is raping stacies and chocking soy and cucks to death and it's illegal so i'm not allowed to be happy.