Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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I was always a stoic and quiet person, mostly wallowing in my crippling depression in solitude.
But, after fucking up hard over the years, hurting the only 2 people that ever cared for me and feeling immense guilt, I'm quite fucked now.
Even my emotional reactions are fucked. I could watch violent execution videos online and not blink an eye. And yet, sad stuff really gets to me nowadays for some reason, I really try to avoid it. Like sad anime for example, those things can really get an emotional reaction out of you.
But, after fucking up hard over the years, hurting the only 2 people that ever cared for me and feeling immense guilt, I'm quite fucked now.
Even my emotional reactions are fucked. I could watch violent execution videos online and not blink an eye. And yet, sad stuff really gets to me nowadays for some reason, I really try to avoid it. Like sad anime for example, those things can really get an emotional reaction out of you.