Are you able to be with your own thoughts all day (while working, relaxing, doing anything) without music, TV or any kind of background noise?

[Deleted member 7448]

I really wish I'd have the ability to not need these things.

I always need to slightly distract myself basically. Well, I haven't done much except rot for a long time now, but regardless of if I'm rotting or working, I have to have something distracting me, some noise to keep me feeling comfy.

Idk, otherwise I get antsy and bored and stressed.

Can't even play a game without having a sitcom in the background, it's weird. Can't put it into words but I guess it has something to do with my low energy (mental), having something in the background is soothing I guess. Music doesn't really do it though, sitcoms give me tiny dopamine hits at a regular interval I guess.

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

Yes

 

[micropenis29]

I feel like I'm literally the exact opposite.

 

[NuclearCel]

Yes

 

[Deleted member 7448]

I feel like I'm literally the exact opposite.

Huh. Guess I just need to suck it up and stick with it and maybe I'll be able to do that too. I tried a few times and I ended up downloading sitcoms again in days or even hours.

 

[Strong One]

Yes, sometimes I just lay down on my bed, close my eyes and just think about stuff. I think mostly of the future whenever I do this.

I sometimes fall asleep too, it's very peaceful.

 

[1m62dtr]

At night when I struggle for three hours to fall asleep, I just have my thoughts.

 

[micropenis29]

Huh. Guess I just need to suck it up and stick with it and maybe I'll be able to do that too. I tried a few times and I ended up downloading sitcoms again in days or even hours.

I didn't mean it in that sense; I love sitcoms.

It's the multi-tasking thing that drives me insane. I can only focus on one thing at a time.

 

[Chinkbonics]

Leaving music, especially spotify or "watching" films, especially netflix in the background is a normie trait. Does anyone else here actually listen to music, as in actually paying attention to the beat/lyrics/sound etc? I do this regularly and I feel like this is an autistic trait.

 

[Incline]

Probably but I'm addicted to music ngl music is best cope, especially some of the old tracks.


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TAfjJCz-1eA&ab_channel=SDMarcTrance

 

[1m62dtr]

Leaving music, especially spotify or "watching" films, especially netflix in the background is a normie trait. Does anyone else here actually listen to music, as in actually paying attention to the beat/lyrics/sound etc? I do this regularly and I feel like this is an autistic trait.

I listen to music all the time ahah

 

[Deleted member 7448]

I didn't mean it in that sense; I love sitcoms.

It's the multi-tasking thing that drives me insane. I can only focus on one thing at a time.

Yeah I know, that's what I meant. I need to suck it up and try not to polute my mind with multi-tasking. Although it's really stressful for some reason, to just be stuck with one thing in silence. Idk why.

 

[RemoveNormalfags]

Nope, I'm watching YT videos or livestreams all the time in the background.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Probably but I'm addicted to music ngl music is best cope, especially some of the old tracks.


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TAfjJCz-1eA&ab_channel=SDMarcTrance

That's a good song, I actually listened to it now.

Nope, I'm watching YT videos or livestreams all the time in the background.

It's a curse isn't it?

 

[micropenis29]

Yeah I know, that's what I meant. I need to suck it up and try not to polute my mind with multi-tasking. Although it's really stressful for some reason, to just be stuck with one thing in silence. Idk why.

Oh, I see. What are you stressed about?

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Oh, I see. What are you stressed about?

Nothing specific, just general anxiety without reason.

 

[Babica Yaga]

Might be OCD.

 

[Neggr]

no I constantly run something

 

[EdgyPatrician]

I like to take some time to lose myself in my thoughts, but apart from that I need something to do. Watch a video, listen to music, play a game, read something while some ambient music is playing, etc.