Discussion Are there any chads who became fags?
Jfl. Just why. Imagine being blessed with god tier genetics and wasting it on dicksucking
Would you count this guy?
He was a friend of mine years ago, though we've spoken less and less as time went on.
I'm very sad this moment because apparently he died this last December (3 months ago) and I'm only just finding out this very second because this thread prompted me to look him up.
He is (was?) AFAIK an intensely heterosexual lolicon just like I am, and built an amazing physique (gym-max beast) not to mention gymnastic skills, but eventually turned to doing gay porn to make money. I mean, maybe he was bi? Dunno as we didn't keep in regular contact, but when we used to speak regularly I never actually got that impression he was bicurious/heteroflexible. I think it was all just a character/role to him, another challenge to put his body through.
Despite the gay porn and (pretending at?) flirting with guys, I'd still see him make videos impressing girls at gym, and I figured he was dating them, hooking up with cute strippers and shit. I think it's kinda like Jim Hellwig: straight but willing to do gay-for-pay, at least in a voyeuristic sense (not outright prostitution) though TBH not sure how far he went in his last years. I wouldn't hate him if he had to resort to that, I know survival can be brutal: rent is expensive.
I'm not sure exactly why except perhaps being a gymnast/contortionist doesn't earn you much. I know he had some teaching gigs but Im' not sure how steady the employment he gained from them was.
I figure he probably would've opted to do straight porn but he was a short guy (forget exactly how much, gonna guess 5'8") so perhaps it tends to be tall guys who get the straight porn gigs.
Coroners apparently ruled his death a suicide but I've heard theory was a failed attempt at autoerotic asphyxiation, like how David Carradine went out.
This is a hole in my heart guys I'm feeling extremely bad.
I believe I kept copies of some of his earlier talk videos but I never circulated them out of respect for him: he was a wonderful person and I wanted him to live a long and fulfilling life. I didn't want his prior words coming to bite him or ruin any opportunities for him.
Now though, circulating those videos might be the best way I can honor his memory: help people get to know all sides of him, not just the politically-correct stuff he presented in his later years like the gymnastics and gay porn.
He was a True Hero. He was Gloryhood.
He even made a fucking game about himself and 2 martial arts celebrities rescuing Stephanie from Lazytown using RPG Maker. It was amazing. I wish I could find the .exe but it might be lost forever.
I last e-mailed him on December 13th and never got a reply... he died on December 11th, guess that explains why.
Fuck... I hadn't e-mailed him prior to that since 15 October 2019.
If I had been a fucking WEEK sooner maybe I could've engaged with him and prevented him from either suiciding (if it was intentional) or engaging in risky behavior (if not). Could I have prevented this guy, could I have saved my friend?