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CaptainRussia
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- Aug 24, 2018
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I tried to grow my social circle for years now. i invite people i know to dinner and events. i go out of my way to organize activities they like, but no one ever fucking invites me anywhere. no one texts me. no one gives a fuck. im invisible. if i text my text remain unread even though they are texting each other all day. im the "weird loner" no one wants to be seen with, because everyone else is avoiding me. Well thanks guys. im the weird loner because no one will ever fucking talk back to me.
its like i dont fucking exist. im not an autist. i can keep a conversation going. people treat me like a pushover, thanks to my babyface. the guy they can treat however they want. Others can just sit down an spill autistic shit all day and will still get invited to all events. no information ever reaches me. sometimes i get informed about gatherings after they happened. fk this and fuck my baby face. 12% bf and i look puffy and bloated.
its like i dont fucking exist. im not an autist. i can keep a conversation going. people treat me like a pushover, thanks to my babyface. the guy they can treat however they want. Others can just sit down an spill autistic shit all day and will still get invited to all events. no information ever reaches me. sometimes i get informed about gatherings after they happened. fk this and fuck my baby face. 12% bf and i look puffy and bloated.