Venting Anyone tired of living an empty life of celibacy without any companionship, romance, affection, sex, validation, or purpose?

[wereqryan]

I don't know how my 5'3 framelet truecel MGTOW dad does it. He hasn't had sex in over 30 years. Maybe his libido is very low and he's just an asexual fuck. But what about romance, companionship, affection, and emotional intimacy? He is living without those things too. He lives with me, is isolated from family and friends, and all he does is work and obsess over money. The lack of quality in his life is ridiculous and astounding!

I live with my dad so our lifestyles are similar, but I can't imagine rotting like this from within. I can't live this life of stoicism, austerity and celibacy. I will rope sooner than later at this rate. The only thing that keeps me going right now is the hope of looksmaxxing. So far, I've had laser hair removal and gyno surgery. Hoping for full body electrolysis next.

 

[IronMike]

The only thing I live for at this point is to get my pension in 19 years and purchase some property and a nice victorian house

 

[schrodingercoper]

I do miss what could've been sometimes but you just get through it one day at a time.

 

[wereqryan]

but you just get through it one day at a time.

What for? Why get through yet another day when there's nothing to look forward to?

 

[Ellsworth]

I think all of us do that’s why we are here. Your dad probably escort cels on the down low.

 

[NoMoreSlaving]

My plan is to go run JBW in asia

 

[wereqryan]

Your dad probably escort cels on the down low.

Nah he's too scared of STDs. He's EXTREMELY risk averse.

 

[Gymcelled]

He's 5ft3? How tall are you?

 

[Blacktarpill]

Everyone like that needs a good distraction for real, it works on me.

 

[wereqryan]

He's 5ft3? How tall are you?

5'7

 

[jackwolfskin999]

I'm just annoyed about my looks

 

[wereqryan]

FUCK I AM SO TIRED OF BEING INCEL!! REEE!!
FUCK THIS CURSED EXISTENCE! FUCK THIS MEANINGLESS SUFFERING? WHY CAN'T I JUST QUIT ON LIFE LIKE I QUIT IN VIDEOGAMES?

 

[Gymcelled]

5'7

That's far better, that's a world of difference. Though you're still fucked if your face isn't above average sadly, which i assume is the case.

 

[schrodingercoper]

What for? Why get through yet another day when there's nothing to look forward to?

Well for me I'm starting college soon so I guess that's something I'd value being in more than completely giving up I guess. But I suppose that's just a placeholder type cope. I'll probably be suicidal by September anyways if there's nothing novel to look for. Until then I will look for more and more copes.

 

[wereqryan]

That's far better, that's a world of difference. Though you're still fucked if your face isn't above average sadly, which i assume is the case.

My face is decent, though requiring improvement. Its my height and race. I'm curry (though light-skinned), which makes it beyond over.

 

[Robobrain]

It gets painful each passing day, I'm getting closer to madness, i dunno how i can do keep doing this, i can't even cope with video games anymore nothing feel good anymore, whenever i see a couple outside it really pains me that i can never have any level of intimacy with a woman not even once, this is the only space where i can vent.

 

[wereqryan]

Well for me I'm starting college soon so I guess that's something I'd value being in more than completely giving up I guess. But I suppose that's just a placeholder type cope. I'll probably be suicidal by September anyways if there's nothing novel to look for. Until then I will look for more and more copes.

I passed out of college a while back and looking back I now realize that college is a massive scam. For 5 years they gave me some meaningless busy work without teaching me anything marketable, leaving me unemployed and NEET.

I'm getting closer to madness

I'm already well into madness. I've lost a decent bit of my sanity.

 

[schrodingercoper]

I passed out of college a while back and looking back I now realize that college is a massive scam. For 5 years they gave me some meaningless busy work without teaching me anything marketable, leaving me unemployed and NEET.

I'm going partly because my parents want me to go. I chose to major in computer engineering, but I just don't know what to think of anything at this point. I'd feel lost if I didn't go, but probably still miserable if I did.

 

[wereqryan]

I'm going partly because my parents want me to go. I chose to major in computer engineering, but I just don't know what to think of anything at this point. I'd feel lost if I didn't go, but probably still miserable if I did.

OH.MY.FUCKING.GOD!! You are literally going down the same path as me. Please don't do engineering unless you're truly interested and high IQ. The work is brutal and hard, even for high IQ people. In computer engineering, you'll have to deal with LARGE codebases (20,000-50000 lines of code) and have to spend time looking at stack traces doing debugging. Moreover, languages and frameworks seem to change every few days so I'll have to learn things quickly and constantly. You have been warned. If you don't like it initially, don't be afraid to back out,otherwise you'll end up wasting 5-6 years of your life like me.

 

[zangano1]

me

 

[seija]

I don't think I truly have anything to live for besides from video games & anime.

 

[thebuddhacel]

I've had laser hair removal

Can you talk more about this? Gonna do this too

 

[The Abyss]

Yeah man, I'm hoping to go brenton tarrant in the future. Just gotta get a job, my first paycheck and after that it's over. Actually I would need 2 to 6 months minimum because I want to go at it with a sidearm so I can rope after the target is done for.

Actually my ER will be pretty expensive, I need a GoPro cam like Tarrant. So yeah, it won't be instantly get a job and then ER.

Might wanna keep plans on the down low, don't talk about it; just do it like Nike says to, get a wingman if possible though.

 

[schrodingercoper]

OH.MY.FUCKING.GOD!! You are literally going down the same path as me. Please don't do engineering unless you're truly interested and high IQ. The work is brutal and hard, even for high IQ people. In computer engineering, you'll have to deal with LARGE codebases (20,000-50000 lines of code) and have to spend time looking at stack traces doing debugging. Moreover, languages and frameworks seem to change every few days so I'll have to learn things quickly and constantly. You have been warned. If you don't like it initially, don't be afraid to back out,otherwise you'll end up wasting 5-6 years of your life like me.

How many hours did you spend per day studying?

 

[Silverandgold]

Yes I am tired of this life but suicide is not the way to go. I am hoping I will be around when realistic sex robots with advanced artificial intelligence come out. I take many different medications that keep my mood fairly stable. I resisted being medicated for years but I finally took the plunge and got my prescriptions and I really recommend it for other incels because it works. It’s just a bandage but when your other copes fail it is necessary.

 

[wereqryan]

Can you talk more about this? Gonna do this too

It hurts! Topical over the counter anesthetics like EMLA/Zenza aren't effective for pain reduction because anesthetic concentration is low and skin penetration is less. Get injected if you can. Choose 808 nm diode laser or alexandrite for Fitzpatrick Type 3 or below. For Type 4 and above, use 1060 nm Nd:yag laser. For body treatments, your best bet is the Lightsheer Duet which has vacuum suction technology so you don't feel the pain of laser because the skin can't detect heat and suction sensations at the same time. Lightsheer Infinity for Skin Type 4 or above. Overall, it takes 8-20 treatments over a period of 1-2 years depending on your hair thickness, density, etc.

How many hours did you spend per day studying?

A lot. People have to study or work on code all day long. Hours weren't clocked. Many sleepless nights.

 

[Insomniac]

I’m low T and my libido is very low so I’m fine with it tbh

 

[TheSecondComing]

no bro are you kidding i love this

 

[wereqryan]

I’m low T and my libido is very low so I’m fine with it tbh

I am low T and find it depressing. Finally got a urologist to put me on TRT. Sex drive has returned a bit so far. Feeling better.

no bro are you kidding i love this

 

[Joelossus]

You're dad sounds very similar to my dad, he copes by getting drunk and high everytime he has day of from work. He also has a very close relationship to his cat, which he keeps as a companion.

 

[Blacktarpill]

5'7

Same, life is hard for us. I hate being 5'7.

 

[wereqryan]

You're dad sounds very similar to my dad, he copes by getting drunk and high everytime he has day of from work. He also has a very close relationship to his cat, which he keeps as a companion.

Your dad is probably better than mine. My dad won't drink and hates animals. He's like a dried up old piece of wood without any life in it.

 

[V-Trigger]

I don’t need a purpose, only satisfaction

 

[needsolution]

Everyone like that needs a good distraction for real, it works on me.

 

[Lux]

It's time for something to change, and it will happen, it's a collateral and very simple matter, not just a matter of passivity and nonconformity, but of retaliation and purge

 

[Deleted member 16455]

no bro are you kidding i love this

thought I was the only one

 

[wereqryan]

It's time for something to change

Yes you're right. Things can't continue like this. Things need to change for sure.

 

[CopeToNotRope]

The only thing I live for at this point is to get my pension in 19 years and purchase some property and a nice victorian house

Damn oldcel





I am grateful I have some sort of company i’d rope as well

I wish I had a dog or cat

 

[Dionysus]

I don’t need a purpose, only satisfaction