Today's the first day I logged in in a long time and I see this thread - wow. I've been going to Asian massage parlors (brothels) lately and it has done a lot to take my mind off of inceldom, so I have felt less of a need to go to incel sites. Last Saturday, for example, the "masseuse" was jerking me off and put my hand on her butt so that I could feel her butt and her pussy through her leggings. Then I pointed at her boobs and asked "Can I touch these?" She said sure and I started playing with her boobs over her t-shirt she was wearing. Then she lifted up her t-shirt, and I started by putting my hands in her cleavage, and then I put my hands underneath her bra and start playing with her nipples, as she continued to jerk me off. After a few minutes, she (still clothed), she wraps her arms around me and pushes her chest into mine. I felt an amazing rush of endorphins...
...When you have experiences like this on a regular basis, when you have something to look forward to at the end of the week, you just don't feel the kind of extreme depression that leads a person to spend hours on these sites. I'm still kind of depressed because I want a wife and kids someday, but I'm at least able to function. At work, my boss tells me he's very pleased with my work and that he thinks he can make a good case to management to get me a promotion. More money to spend on "massages".
