I think I know what you mean, but can you clarify this?
Also I was wondering why you aren't SEAmaxxing if you say you're mixed, but then I read your name, and if you are indeed Rice and Curry, my condolences bro. Are you more curry looking, or more rice, or do you just look like a Filipino?
Also. it must be horrible to work in banking as an incel. I'm sure that industry is full of sales Chads that are ultratall, and fuck high class bitches on a rotation.
3rd world ricecels (China, sea) are based and basically take no shit from foids, have zero feminism or metoo to worry about.
1st world ricecels (HK, Singapore, Japan) are either incel or some just supremely betabuxx, self castrate, or jestermaxx to get a life partner, and are helped because there is still some social conditioning there from parents telling noodlewhores a ricecel is better than gweilo/gaijin. The ricecel will happily be a betabuxx, oblivious to all the non ricecels mogging the hell out of him.
I do visit SEA a LOT, even used to live there, and probably will again. I'm not a rice-curry mix, I'm Persian - Latin (European) - curry (Kashmiri/ Punjabi), but don't really look any of them, some days I'm white passing, sone days I look curry, sone days Arab, some days Latin lol. However never look Nordic, hence no luck.
Working in banking isn't so bad because most bankers are either white tallfag framecels, curries, or framecel rices, and im large framed anyway so never really get mogged at work, it's just that I avoid any kind of social thing line going to a club or whatever cos I'm too ugly and my autism can't handle it, which is kind of shit because main reason for moving to Asia is to enjoy the social element and the nightlife, so instead I LDAR or gymcel, along with ocassional self harm