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Yes, expose the fakecels
There’s already so few people here
And there are STILL fakecels
When I was like, 6, kids got me to do really weird shit because they pretended to be my friend. This kind of bullying would carry through my entire childhood, to highschool. I'm easily manipulated by nice people.
i was homeschooled
My suffering really is a one in a billion phenomenon
I think all of us have in someway or the other, for me it started unfortunately with my own family and then spread out with my peers. It was particularly bad during my high-school years and that had a drastic effect on my mental health - though my university days were better but I remained a recluse with all those trauma still festering inside.
It only now after a decade or so that I am addressing those deep wounds with the help of my older brother and an extremely competent therapist. I do stutter a lot when trying to socialise now and have panic attacks, still I am pushing myself with some exposure therapy by starting to work from tomorrow onwards in retail. Furthermore, I have also joined a book club recently - it has been just two weeks but the feeling is nice.
I never thought people will not think me weird and isolate me, I guess that's what a brain who hasn't healed from trauma makes us believe - it is really hard fighting such a bias, but I am trying for the sake of giving myself another chance at life.
I might be a very, very late-bloomer but it is better now than never.
It only now after a decade or so that I am addressing those deep wounds with the help of my older brother and an extremely competent therapist. I do stutter a lot when trying to socialise now and have panic attacks, still I am pushing myself with some exposure therapy by starting to work from tomorrow onwards in retail. Furthermore, I have also joined a book club recently - it has been just two weeks but the feeling is nice.
I never thought people will not think me weird and isolate me, I guess that's what a brain who hasn't healed from trauma makes us believe - it is really hard fighting such a bias, but I am trying for the sake of giving myself another chance at life.
I might be a very, very late-bloomer but it is better now than never.
You must not have tried talking to anyone
i was never bullied because I was ugly, maybe cause alot of people were ugly in my school at the time. its easy for me to make friends and be social. nontheless it does nothing for my LTN face, lol. I have had 0 women attracted to me ever. Not even ugly women give me light of day.
When you say greetings and do basic small talk, do you have the monotone autism voice? I have that and it won’t change through exposure therapy
Only in like first grade then I became loose friends with everybody through becoming a jester after I switched schools.
Realization when some people here WERE the bullies like @PacinoMan
jestermaxxxing @bus27jihad
If you’ve never been bullied then you don’t belong here
He was banned and idk why, but he was over 6ft AND used to be a bully in high school. Doesn't belong here and even if he's not a fakecel he got what he was coming for bullying people. Rare cases when someone actually DESERVES inceldom
He himself talked about it as if it was nothing
hope he fucking rots
I am not on the spectrum. I just have an intense fear of social interactions and voicing my thoughts in front of strangers, not comfortable at all. But in my case, exposure is really helping - might be because my therapist is there as a constant guide - and I am thinking it will take a long, long time - maybe an entire year to behave like a marginally socially competent person, but I will to take that risk and invest that time in myself.
Before the social exposure, I started my therapy with cutting off mostly toxic things from my life and trying to include positive influences. I listened to songs which are more soothing, videos which make me laugh but it doesn't need to include any edgy jokes, I also am avoiding triggering conversations either online or with my immediate family.
All of these has drastically improved my daily mood, though I still tend to fall into a pothole of depression from time to time. I am again taking this as a trial & error process, and learning to cut off that cruel voice inside my head who thinks I am good for nothing.
It took me 6 months to be able to step out of my apartment, 7 months to start waking up everyday by at least 11 AM in the morning and including at least a single fruit in my diet, and 8 months to socialise with the rest of the folks out there.
I am starting a new job from tomorrow, so I am willing to give myself another year to slow get my life back together.
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there will always be a fakecel faggot who will say his characteristic phrase: "I was never bullied, I was just ignored".
What is your definition of bullying it depends
Yes, with autism, you will always be shunned for no reason. FUCK THESE CUNTS !! I NEED TO FUCKING MAKE THEM ALL SUFFER !!! I NEED TO FUCKING DESTROY THEM AND THEIR ENTIRE FAMILIES !!!
I was outcasted more than I was directly bullied. Both instill the same sense of hopelessness but I guess I should be thankful for not getting physically shit on.
Brutally bullied so i had to drop out of HS
I was only seriously (physically) bullied when I was really young by older kids. Fought someone who tried to bully me in highschool and didn't lose, after which I was left alone. I've been told someone was bullying me without me realising, I guess I was too socially oblivious to care which is kind of a chad move looking back at it.
Statistically most people are neither victims or perpetrators of bullying. Both being a bully and being a victim of bullying are associated with High Neuroticism (which is genetically determined), most bullied people / bullies will have children that are also in the same category as them. While bullying victims are typically more successful later in life than bullies, the trauma of bullying will affect them on an epigenetic level for 3 generations and peoplr who have 0 association with either bullies or the bullied fare the best in life.
I still get treated like shit at my job. I get disrespected by everyone. I'm ugly and quiet, so I'm naturally a target for bullying.
I'm debating whether or not to go to therapy to try and get a mental illness diagnosis so I can claim mentalbux and never have to work again
I'm debating whether or not to go to therapy to try and get a mental illness diagnosis so I can claim mentalbux and never have to work again
Nope. Most I've experienced was being made fun of back in elementary by a girl. Otherwise I was just ignored.
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Getting older and actually processing the bullying is beyond brutal. Yesterday, I searched up my main high school bully on facebook (oldcel, I know). This guy and his family were always horrible to me, and they’re all living their lives & popping out kids like it’s nothing. Growing up and realizing that the bullies never get their comeuppance, and you never stop suffering, is absolutely gutting.
PacinoTroon was a bully? Has to be what the nigs would call “cap”, there’s no way an IT soy with two gay moms ever bullied anyone
I got bullied from 4th - 7th grade pretty often, wasn't anything extreme but it was at its worst in 6th and 7th when I went to that faggot ass private religious school. Hated every second of it, only had 1 true friend, some hapa kid who had a white htn statusmaxxed doctor father and an ugly fuck sub5 gook mom. 8th grade and onwards I never dealt with bullying tbh, very few small remarks in 8th grade but practically nothing throughout all of HS. I was basically invisible, but I also think my appearance and RBF contributed to that. I got the "u look like a school shooter" bullshit a few times. Low trust appearance combined with being a quiet introvert and tada, you're seen as a ticking time bomb by everyone. Then when they found out what kind of weird non-NT freaknigger music i listened to it just made it worse. I really feel for my brocels who got bullied hard in HS tho, sounds fucking awful.
Exactly, hate the stupid normscum cope about "muh bullies end up being losers in life". Hahahaha as fucking if. Evil wins in this world. Evil is triumphant over good every single time unfortunately.
Wasn't he 6'3" or some shit?
Obvious larp. No troon is ever that tall. Did he claim to have been a bully though?
He did
Probably just to sound intimidating/tough
if you haven't gotten bullied you are probably a massive bully yourself
No, didn't go to school
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