Serious Anyone here suffer from dissociative disorders?

[Seven]

i personally suffer from depersonalization it makes it hard to do everyday task. I dissociate so bad somedays i forget who i am or what ive done or even my family. Wish i could be like the normies who have mild depression or anxiety at onetime i was in a group therapy session with them. most of there problems were i dont know how this person is going to think of me, most of them werent bad at all and they kinda looked at me oddly since i had trouble talking to people. I remember juat feeling like i didnt even belong because for me my anxiety is more of how the hell do i hold onto my sanity. i got this shit from weed because haha teehee weed doesnt do anything. Lifes been hell i cant even remember feeling happy and its hard for me to do anything that i was able to do without feeling god awful. Most people dont even give a shit whenever i bring it up they brush it off, lost a bunch of friends from it.I rarely feel emotions and this tends to get confused with borderline with psychs. i dont see black or white just grey or nothing. I guess it makes it easier to deal with my sex drive since it usually kills it but How do you deal with this yourself?

 

[Zaetheus]

Depersonalization sucks tbh I have had it and feels like your in the “Matrix” . That everything you do is not real, I got over . It took me awhile to convince myself that what I see is real and not fabricated by my imagination

 

[i_a_m_i]

Yeah, I dissociate lot, and it is very inconveniencing in one's daily life as you say. Also, I agree weed isn't as harmless as people often suggest, because I too had a negative experience with it.
As for dealing with dissociation - I have just tried to accept it. There isn't anything else I can do.

 

[BlackPilledKira]

I got depersonalization as well, surprisingly enough i also got it from weed after having an intense panic attack on it one day

Recently i took an SSRI which made it so much worse that i had to stop it on day 4, however i noticed that if i keep my mind constantly engaged with something it tends to help alot. However when i go outside it gets really bad, everything looks surreal and i feel emotionally numb and detached, it's such a dreadful feeling that has pushed me so close to suicide many times.

When it gets really bad i usually just hit the gym which brings me back to reality and improves my mood a little. Currently i'm doing alot of studying, exercising and programming to keep the mind tethered to engaging activities, and it is helping tremendously with not only DPR but depression too.

 

[Ritalincel]

no man

 

[Zaetheus]

I got depersonalization as well, surprisingly enough i also got it from weed after having an intense panic attack one day

Recently i took an SSRI which made it so much worse that i had to stop it on day 4, however i noticed that if i keep my mind constantly engaged with something it tends to help alot. However when i go outside it gets really bad, everything looks surreal and i feel emotionally numb and detached, it's such a dreadful feeling that has pushed me so close to suicide many times.

When it gets really bad i usually just hit the gym which brings me back to reality and improves my mood a little. Currently i'm doing alot of studying, exercising and programming to keep the mind tethered to engaging activities, and it is helping tremendously with not only DPR but depression too.

Same I got mines from weed also, lmao . It actually gave me anxiety and panic attacks which I never suffered from or experienced before.

 

[Seven]

ive had it before but from what i recall its trauma based when you go throughbsome trauma you brain dissociates. it was bearable but recently after a friend died i think? i have faulty memory so bear with me i knew it happend bur my brain doesnt remember it. Shits hit the fan i went through a drug binge which helped but now im dealing with the awful aftermath i guess pain is always relative to pleasure. you can have 10 years of hedonism but 10 years of suffering awsits you

 

[Deleted member 250]

you have multiple concsiounesses in your mind?

lucky bastard

 

[jerrycan dan]

you have multiple concsiounesses in your mind?

lucky bastard

that's not what depersonalisation is brainlet

 

[BenzoLord32]

Could it be HPPD (Hallucinogen persisting perception disorder)? Do you see tracers and afterimages? Do you feel head pressure? Do you see tiny flashing lights when you look into the bright blue sky? The depersonalization aspect is the worst though. FML weed caused it for me

 

[Deleted member 250]

that's not what depersonalisation is brainlet

thats what DID stands for retard, it used to be called MPD

Depersonalization is a totality separtate thing

 

[jerrycan dan]

thats what DID stands for retard, it used to be called MPD

Depersonalization is a totality separtate thing

you can't even read the OP's post properly.
What a dumb faggot, living proof that IQ genes are directly correlated with height genes. Hope you find a rope your chin can reach soon buddy

 

[Void]

On another note, ive been getting a lot of dreams when I have depersonalization where I would dream a normal dream and then dream about waking up. It's like a dreamception where you are half awake.

I actually went to classes in my dreams multiple times only to find out that i was just dreaming

 

[Seven]

benzolord-i def have hppd, i habe visual snow, after images, and see flashes of light if my dp is bad my hppd is bad too unfortunantly it goes hand in hand for me.
void- ive been having strange dreams i do have alot of dreamceptions and i have black dreams where im in darkness and feel like im dying not fun i also get constant night terrors and sleep paralysis. my night terrors freak me the fuck out last one i had i was in a saya no uta like area with gore everywhere.

 

[JJtheIncel]

Yes sometimes
I forget what im doing all the time

 

[mangoboy]

Not dissociation but heavy derealization constantly.

 

[Seven]

yeah depersonalization and derealization are very similar imo