
Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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Tbh that would be a dream come true for me. To work at home, doing my own thing, having fans that enjoy my work and pay me. Literal heaven, that would be heaven for me. Shit, if I made enough I'd even maybe start going out of the house, having a life,enjoying things and life in general.
Obviously that's a retarded though for me to even have, since I lack interests to a pathological level. I guess cause of my depreshun for so many years, my brain is incapable of finding anything interesting. Even if I force myself to do something, the lack of interest and motivation just crushes you eventually and you give up. Nevermind my chronic laziness and lack of energy and low attention span.
Uhh, I wish I had an interest. I don't even like writing even though it's the easiest out of all creative hobbies. Nevermind that with my aspie way of thinking&talking I often make mistakes in expressing myself that I don't even realize are mistakes.
Obviously that's a retarded though for me to even have, since I lack interests to a pathological level. I guess cause of my depreshun for so many years, my brain is incapable of finding anything interesting. Even if I force myself to do something, the lack of interest and motivation just crushes you eventually and you give up. Nevermind my chronic laziness and lack of energy and low attention span.
Uhh, I wish I had an interest. I don't even like writing even though it's the easiest out of all creative hobbies. Nevermind that with my aspie way of thinking&talking I often make mistakes in expressing myself that I don't even realize are mistakes.