mentalcel
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I kind of lost my all interest in humanbeings since I got blackpilled. I started believe that they are all fake and I no longer can develop a social interaction with them. Many of my days are passing at home LDARing. I don't go out unless I have to. When I go to shopping sometimes cahiers smile at me and I got the feeling that why are you smiling me as you were gonna fuck me bitch? You would not do that in your life even I was the last guy on this planet so why you even smile?
I still want to have friends when I feel lonely after many weeks at home but I can no longer start or maintain friendship. I believe I will have the same for relationships with women. If I had a gf or wife today. I would not be interested in her or love her. I would just have sex with her and don't care much about anything else and probably she would leave me very quickly. I see people as disgusting creatures that are trying to maximize their SMV continuously and nothing else in this life. So there is actually nothing to like or love in people.
I still want to have friends when I feel lonely after many weeks at home but I can no longer start or maintain friendship. I believe I will have the same for relationships with women. If I had a gf or wife today. I would not be interested in her or love her. I would just have sex with her and don't care much about anything else and probably she would leave me very quickly. I see people as disgusting creatures that are trying to maximize their SMV continuously and nothing else in this life. So there is actually nothing to like or love in people.
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