Anyone else with very, very shitty memory?

[Deleted member 7448]

I guess the years of rotting made it so much worse. I think not even the years of being an alcoholic damaged my memory as much as the many more years of rotting and using my brain at the bare minimum, laying in bed browsing mindless shit and consuming the same media over and over.

It's gotten really, really bad. I mess up words while I'm speaking, I forget words. Shit, I type things in this very thread and I mess up the word while I'm writing it because my brain lost focus and already forgot what it was writing. I read a book in the past 2 days and I kept forgetting the names of the most important characters, of key items and places. I already forgot a lot of stuff.

I've become almost retarded. And I have so little energy that even if it were possible to buckle up and train my brain and reverse the process, I'm waaaay to lazy to ever do it. All I really want to do is lay in bed watching things I've already watched before, using so little energy that I barely qualify as awake.

 

[Angry_runt]

Yeah, I get BSOD every day.

Wait, what?

 

[Deleted member 22685]

I often forget things aswell but i kinda manged to mitigate it by forcing myself to constantly check things, many times over if necessary.

 

[Ellsworth]

I thinks it’s because of your depression. When I was extremely depressed I had a lot of short term memory problems. Then I googled symptoms of depression and found that memory and ability to learn new material is impaired by depression.

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

It wasn’t so bad until I started rotting

 

[Deleted member 7448]

I thinks it’s because of your depression. When I was extremely depressed I had a lot of short term memory problems. Then I googled symptoms of depression and found that memory and ability to learn new material is impaired by depression.

It's weird, I don't even know if I can say I'm depressed anymore. Haven't really been for years. I guess somewhere along the way it became my new normal? I mean, I am rotting now, and this lifestyle is obviously not the greatest, but I actually like it and it's a million times better than what awaits me. I wish I could just rot till I die, it's so comfy and nice.

 

[Deleted member 21768]

Nope. I wish I did. I remember everything from since I was a child and I hate it.

 

[Deleted member 26884]

It wasn’t so bad until I started rotting

 

[Transcended Trucel]

Nope. I wish I did. I remember everything from since I was a child and I hate it.

lucky nigga

 

[Sportbro]

It wasn’t so bad until I started rotting

 

[Unsaveable]

Yea i forget shit very often.

 

[Deleted member 21768]

lucky nigga

Not when memories of rejections, cringe I've done, oneitis moments, bluepill moments, times bullied and such keeps coming up on a daily basis if I'm not playing a video game.
That's not luck. That's torture.

 

[Emba]

Not sure

 

[Deleted member 23712]

I guess the years of rotting made it so much worse. I think not even the years of being an alcoholic damaged my memory as much as the many more years of rotting and using my brain at the bare minimum, laying in bed browsing mindless shit and consuming the same media over and over.

It's gotten really, really bad. I mess up words while I'm speaking, I forget words. Shit, I type things in this very thread and I mess up the word while I'm writing it because my brain lost focus and already forgot what it was writing. I read a book in the past 2 days and I kept forgetting the names of the most important characters, of key items and places. I already forgot a lot of stuff.

I've become almost retarded. And I have so little energy that even if it were possible to buckle up and train my brain and reverse the process, I'm waaaay to lazy to ever do it. All I really want to do is lay in bed watching things I've already watched before, using so little energy that I barely qualify as awake.

Dissociation brought upon by a lifetime of inceldom

 

[AutisticMonstrosity]

I waste SO much time, when I have to write something, because I forget the names of even very familiar things OR I remember them, but only with a considerable time of trying to recall. I remember the things and what happened and who did what, but not the names of who did what or the exact names of places, products etc.

I don't remember names of people and other similar details, but my memory was excellent when I was young, though it always worked with some delay. I think my excellent memory is related to my epic forgetfulness. I am very good at parsing and remembering the general things, but bad at exact details.

When I was a child and played "memory game" (I don't know whether you understand), no one ever could beat me. In school I was easily the best in class for memory-related tests (e.g. word tests).

I remember the story, but not the names in there. But I always remember something from the names, like the length and the general formation.