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I know the "anyone else used to think they were chads" threads exist but my point's a bit different. I always knew I was fucked because I got pronounced the autismos early on but I thought I still had a chance until puberty and I acted like a normie sometimes even though I hated it. It took me until mid high school to realize it wasn't working.
I feel like I used to be a standardcel even though I've never so much as thought about turning down a woman. Literally anyone is worth at least a try when you have zero experience. I was acting like I had choices and taking longer on approaching women I thought I mogged (JFL) and maybe this redpill attitude helped, but not enough to get me anywhere. I didn't actually say no to any options, they said no to me once they wouldn't put up with me.
I'm still not fully blackpilled - before the quarantine I was still pulling both red and blue pill bullshit once in a while. I don't think I'm going to change really. Hope is a deadly disease.
I feel like I used to be a standardcel even though I've never so much as thought about turning down a woman. Literally anyone is worth at least a try when you have zero experience. I was acting like I had choices and taking longer on approaching women I thought I mogged (JFL) and maybe this redpill attitude helped, but not enough to get me anywhere. I didn't actually say no to any options, they said no to me once they wouldn't put up with me.
I'm still not fully blackpilled - before the quarantine I was still pulling both red and blue pill bullshit once in a while. I don't think I'm going to change really. Hope is a deadly disease.