SuicideFuel Anyone else reminisce about their teenage years?

[Michael15651]

I had an awful experience as a teenager. Can’t believe I was in my mid teens when I created this account now I’m 23.

I was the quiet kid who kept to himself. Never had friends or played sports. Moved around a lot.

Looking back especially with younger siblings it’s insane how much I missed out on.

Playing sports might’ve connected me to make friends, join a club or play an instrument and get to share similar hobbies with other people (guys + girls), which may have helped me build rapport.

I say that because ALL those people who did do those things are still friends now. Traveling states to meet up with them and reliving old memories and post them on instagram. 10+ year friendship later.

Meanwhile I still have zero friends.

Lately I’ve felt like such a loser. So fucking alone. I spent last night thinking in a daze for 3 hours straight without realizing it.

High school memories, prom, sports, parties, friends, college experiences, building those long term friendships, staying late at night with your friends shooting shit by the lake, finding your soulmate.

Fuck dude.

 

[Asgard]

I am in my late twenties and not only I keep remembering about my teen years but I also still feel like a teenager trapped inside an adult's body. I still haven't "matured" (mentally wise) unlike my other peers. I don't know but I'd say nothing has really changed besides my fibromyalgia (which is an unintended consequence of doing CT on SSRIs).

An adult shouldn't be doing pretend playing at such a late age or still engage in "childish" or teen interests, yet here I am.

 

[Mrocznykichajnik]

My teen memories include depression, sleepless nights, studying, pining after that one girl for years and drinking a bunch of caffeine. Never been to any party other than my aunt's wedding and my prom, where I shouldn't have gone to begin with (not a single girl wanted to dance)

 

[TheProphetMuscle]

The worst part was whenever I finally did start to make some friends as a kid my parents always moved to somewhere way worse and I spent so much time alone because i couldn’t make new ones

 

[Michael15651]

I am in my late twenties and not only I keep remembering about my teen years but I also still feel like a teenager trapped inside an adult's body. I still haven't "matured" (mentally wise) unlike my other peers. I don't know but I'd say nothing has really changed besides my fibromyalgia (which is an unintended consequence of doing CT on SSRIs).

An adult shouldn't be doing pretend playing at such a late age or still engage in "childish" or teen interests, yet here I am.

It’s crazy bro, never would I have thought I’d miss those years but here I’ve been the past few days feeling like a cloud is over my head wishing I could be young again.

Those years are your most careless years. Have fun, do whatever you want because worst you’ll get is a slap on the wrist, party and have those first experiences with other people just tryna grow up and figure out life.

Fuck dude. It hurts that we’ll never get another chance again. This is our ONE LIFE. No second change. No redo. No makeover. Once we die, that’s it. THIS is how we spent our life.

 

[luciolencerr]

Playing sports might’ve connected me to make friends, join a club or play an instrument and get to share similar hobbies with other people (guys + girls)

no point if you didnt have any interest in doing those in the first place. my teens were playing tf2, runescape, combat arms, dota 2 and league, watching cartoons and getting good at stuff like source film maker and i was very happy

 

[eliya]

I had an awful experience as a teenager. Can’t believe I was in my mid teens when I created this account now I’m 23.

I was the quiet kid who kept to himself. Never had friends or played sports. Moved around a lot.

Looking back especially with younger siblings it’s insane how much I missed out on.

Playing sports might’ve connected me to make friends, join a club or play an instrument and get to share similar hobbies with other people (guys + girls), which may have helped me build rapport.

I say that because ALL those people who did do those things are still friends now. Traveling states to meet up with them and reliving old memories and post them on instagram. 10+ year friendship later.

Meanwhile I still have zero friends.

Lately I’ve felt like such a loser. So fucking alone. I spent last night thinking in a daze for 3 hours straight without realizing it.

High school memories, prom, sports, parties, friends, college experiences, building those long term friendships, staying late at night with your friends shooting shit by the lake, finding your soulmate.

Fuck dude.

Gusse what I did all of those things nothing came out of the only ferind I have is a based black pill incel guy I met in middle school and the only reason we became friends was cuz both of us got bullied


God please don't take me back to those years

 

[Michael15651]

no point if you didnt have any interest in doing those in the first place. my teens were playing tf2, runescape, combat arms, dota 2 and league, watching cartoons and getting good at stuff like source film maker and i was very happy

That’s how my mind shifted

I used to love video games, that was my only hobby. Didn’t care for sports or instruments.

But it’s not the fact that I enjoy it, it’s what I can take out of it. The friends I can build, competitions that build that comradery.

Because then you can look forward to see that friend you made in that group, or multiple friends (guys or girls). Next thing you know they invite you to another friend group or party.

TLDR: It’s what you get out of it.

 

[eliya]

Gusse what I did all of those things nothing came out of the only ferind I have is a based black pill incel guy I met in middle school and the only reason we became friends was cuz both of us got bullied


God please don't take me back to those years

By did things
I mean doing sports competing in scientific competitions
Having a lot of interest

I was never invited to parties
Or became ferinds with foids