Anyone else reached the end of the line for real

[curryboy420]

For 10 years my life has been falling apart slowly and now I can say I'm at the end, I have no family anymore, they made me go into a shitty council flat 4 years ago and then they cut me off. They're all a bunch of weird faggot haters anyway. I have no money, been neet since 2018 and can't get any job that pays above min wage anyway. I have no friends because they all moved on years ago and don't want to talk to people who are doing so much better than me that they can't understand even the slightest about my problems

I literally wake up at midnight and just sit on my pc through the night then sleep at 9 or 10am and avoid the outside people nowadays and it's been like that for years. I have no way out of this life. It really makes me sad that I had so many imaginations about how my life would go when I was a child and now it turned out like this which was not a way I thought my life would go. I failed in everything.

I want to kill myself. But I'm too scared. But I hate life more than death now. How do I escape guys.

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

 

[Spaincel]

I can't tell you how to fox your life, because I don't know you or your situation. But life has a lot to offer, women are nothing compared to all the good things there are to do, pursue, discover... DON'T GIVE UP

 

[curryboy420]

No point crying man I need solutions somehow or good ways to escape or a real prediction of something that can help me because I hate sitting like this in the dark alone and poor every day i didn't realise that being totally alone effects your mental health a lot I thought I would find a way out through digital money making or something but to even learn anything you need a stable life and you need support and you can't always be distracted by the doom and gloom of life. You need to be happy to find ways in life and i never got to be fucking happy. Fuuuiuuuuuuuuiuuck man I don't know anymore. Should I just go to prison, at least they don't need me to make money there and I might make friends there

 

[Qizarate]

Stuck between the terror of death and the terror of life

 

[HotDogCel]

I want to kill myself. But I'm too scared.

 

[curryboy420]

I can't tell you how to fox your life, because I don't know you or your situation. But life has a lot to offer, women are nothing compared to all the good things there are to do, pursue, discover... DON'T GIVE UP

Bro everything costs money and I never said I care about women I care about how I have no money and no family and no friends and no life in general women are at the. Bottom of my priority

 

[SilverBullet]

I feel the same. Chronic pain, no gf, no job, copes hardly work. I look forward to sleeping every night when I wake up. I'm just here for the ride, I'm too much of a pussy to rope. My only escape is isekai which I hope for 24/7. I don't want my life to end really, I just never wanted this fate

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

It really makes me sad that I had so many imaginations about how my life would go when I was a child and now it turned out like this which was not a way I thought my life would go. I failed in everything.

I never thought about the possibility of ending up as an absolute loser when adult before I turned 20. It's not that I had high hopes for my future, but I simply never considered that option. I can't believe that this happened. Why??

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I can't see any way forward anymore. I'm stuck in a cycle of self-pity and despair, and I can't find a way out. I've tried making changes, but nothing seems to help.

 

[Spaincel]

Bro everything costs money and I never said I care about women I care about how I have no money and no family and no friends and no life in general women are at the. Bottom of my priority

It's true sorry, I responded by default. Even so, I don't know where you live but there will be associations, churches, etc. that can help you. Religion is useful to integrate into a community, find meaning in life, seek help...

 

[TheCatMan]

Look at my situation you could be like me wake up at 4:30 am to go to a job you hate for 12 hours go home and repeat. I've been doing this for 10 years. I'm just in limbo for like another 15 years just so I save up enough money to retire early. For me to do that I literally don't buy anything no vacations, no high end electronics, no fancy cars, good food I live off of tv dinners, or even average sized houses. I live in a trailer. It's a shame I have to live like that but for me to have an idea of happiness I have to do that.

 

[Ghost]

For 10 years my life has been falling apart slowly and now I can say I'm at the end, I have no family anymore, they made me go into a shitty council flat 4 years ago and then they cut me off. They're all a bunch of weird faggot haters anyway. I have no money, been neet since 2018 and can't get any job that pays above min wage anyway. I have no friends because they all moved on years ago and don't want to talk to people who are doing so much better than me that they can't understand even the slightest about my problems

I literally wake up at midnight and just sit on my pc through the night then sleep at 9 or 10am and avoid the outside people nowadays and it's been like that for years. I have no way out of this life. It really makes me sad that I had so many imaginations about how my life would go when I was a child and now it turned out like this which was not a way I thought my life would go. I failed in everything.

I want to kill myself. But I'm too scared. But I hate life more than death now. How do I escape guys.

I don't have family either. They're all shit except one of my brothers but he's married with two kids and doesn't really have time to talk to me so... There.

I used to get stuck in a cycle jumping from one dead end job to the next. You know how that works with sub 5 males.

Now I'm a little more stable because I got a job as a welder after doing a year of night classes at a community college. Welding is a dangerous job and I hate it when it's very hot outside. But hey at least it pays the bills and at least I'm not in as bad of a predicament.

Try any job that doesn't involve much human contact because I'm telling you it's the people you work with who ruin the job.

The only reason I'm treated somewhat ok is because I'm a welder (a skilled worker) and I'm willing to do the jobs nobody wants to do. My supervisor is shit and if he had his full way he'd fire me because he cares more about his ego than getting the actual job done. I swear I nearly decked that asshole one time he's a piece of shit.

 

[Only_Perspective]

I can't tell you how to fox your life, because I don't know you or your situation. But life has a lot to offer, women are nothing compared to all the good things there are to do, pursue, discover... DON'T GIVE UP

Life has absolutely nothing to offer to a loner. Everything is made for social groups, maybe some people can live that way (even though I have never met anyone who is fine with being completely alone, even here people come for some social interaction).

 

[curryboy420]

I can't see any way forward anymore. I'm stuck in a cycle of self-pity and despair, and I can't find a way out. I've tried making changes, but nothing seems to help.

Look at my situation you could be like me wake up at 4:30 am to go to a job you hate for 12 hours go home and repeat. I've been doing this for 10 years. I'm just in limbo for like another 15 years just so I save up enough money to retire early. For me to do that I literally don't buy anything no vacations, no high end electronics, no fancy cars, good food I live off of tv dinners, or even average sized houses. I live in a trailer. It's a shame I have to live like that but for me to have an idea of happiness I have to do that.

I decided I either kill myself today or become a criminal. Fuck my dad for telling me to not deal drugs when I was 15 and I had loads of friends to deal to. I watched people become rich off drugs because their parents didn't get In their way. I am gonna have to start dealing crack and robbing other dealers. I should probably start with robbing the dealers to get some capital and drugs to sell. I might have to kill them or fuck them up real bad and cut their tongues out so they can't tell anyone. The only thing I can do now is violence.

 

[Adolf Kitler]

Anyone else reached the end of the line for real

Real, im done with this life

 

[AlexAnguish]

I want to kill myself. But I'm too scared. But I hate life more than death now. How do I escape guys.

Found some inspirational quotes on the internet. It's not me saying this btw. But here they are

" Remember suicide is gay unless you take revenge on society. "

"But yes, one day I might end up on the news, I'll try to let you guys know right beforehand"

 

[BSGMANLET]

Your life sounds like mine

There is no escape ​

 

[Spaincel]

Life has absolutely nothing to offer to a loner. Everything is made for social groups, maybe some people can live that way (even though I have never met anyone who is fine with being completely alone, even here people come for some social interaction).

It is not for everyone, but there are communities such as churches or religious centers that are useful to make friends, activities, etc. It works for me.

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

 

[curryboy420]

It is not for everyone, but there are communities such as churches or religious centers that are useful to make friends, activities, etc. It works for me.

Religion sucks though maybe Christian church is a bit better but Islam is fucking retarded and annoying as fuck. You only have to go mosque once a week. Ours is 25 times a week and it takes an hour each time. Fucking piss take. And even if you go to the mosque you still won't be accepted in the community Muslims are more judgemental than Christians for sure

 

[BlackPillRiceBall]

I am tired having to repeat the same pointless day over and over. I want this to end

 

[Spaincel]

Religion sucks though maybe Christian church is a bit better but Islam is fucking retarded and annoying as fuck. You only have to go mosque once a week. Ours is 25 times a week and it takes an hour each time. Fucking piss take. And even if you go to the mosque you still won't be accepted in the community Muslims are more judgemental than Christians for sure

I am catholic, I've seen a lot of people get out of shit thanks to help from the church.

 

[curryboy420]

I am catholic, I've seen a lot of people get out of shit thanks to help from the church.

Fuck religion I want rich life not poor church nigga life

 

[TheJoker]

Like i always say; the incels who are not on the forum are living alone in apartments, while normies
laugh at them.

 

[daydreamER]

Every time I think I have reached rock bottom, it always somehow manages to get worse.

 

[fullofchagrin]

For 10 years my life has been falling apart slowly and now I can say I'm at the end, I have no family anymore, they made me go into a shitty council flat 4 years ago and then they cut me off. They're all a bunch of weird faggot haters anyway. I have no money, been neet since 2018 and can't get any job that pays above min wage anyway. I have no friends because they all moved on years ago and don't want to talk to people who are doing so much better than me that they can't understand even the slightest about my problems

I literally wake up at midnight and just sit on my pc through the night then sleep at 9 or 10am and avoid the outside people nowadays and it's been like that for years. I have no way out of this life. It really makes me sad that I had so many imaginations about how my life would go when I was a child and now it turned out like this which was not a way I thought my life would go. I failed in everything.

I want to kill myself. But I'm too scared. But I hate life more than death now. How do I escape guys.

similar situation i think rope is the only solution

 

[Poopless One]

CPTSD, shitty family, and barely any money...

Fuck this life.

 

[DutchCel01]

For 10 years my life has been falling apart slowly and now I can say I'm at the end, I have no family anymore, they made me go into a shitty council flat 4 years ago and then they cut me off. They're all a bunch of weird faggot haters anyway. I have no money, been neet since 2018 and can't get any job that pays above min wage anyway. I have no friends because they all moved on years ago and don't want to talk to people who are doing so much better than me that they can't understand even the slightest about my problems

I literally wake up at midnight and just sit on my pc through the night then sleep at 9 or 10am and avoid the outside people nowadays and it's been like that for years. I have no way out of this life. It really makes me sad that I had so many imaginations about how my life would go when I was a child and now it turned out like this which was not a way I thought my life would go. I failed in everything.

I want to kill myself. But I'm too scared. But I hate life more than death now. How do I escape guys.

Nigga you can dm me anytime when u wanna talk about your problems i understand

 

[KinkyKanga]

I need to consider my foid mother. Besides I'm not entirely alone in this brutal world, because I have you brocels.

 

[Numetalist]

I need to consider my foid mother. Besides I'm not entirely alone in this brutal world, because I have you brocels.

 

[Excluded]

No point crying man I need solutions somehow or good ways to escape or a real prediction of something that can help me

That is the correct way to start fixing things. Step by step. I can't give you specific advise cause i don't know details of you interests, personality, current status, i mean economically, family, living situation, all that shit. I can only give you general advise that has helped me, like reading some stoicism, going gym for exercise, and having a job is better than being neet at least for me right now. I'm not an example of anything, i just cope the best that i can, i do videogames, some movie, walks, reading the forum, i'm on antidepressant because i was very bad i had to pick up something

 

[copiummax]

yeah im done with this life i am probably going to rope soon

 

[Adolf Kitler]

yeah im done with this life i am going to rope soon

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Every time I think I have reached rock bottom, it always somehow manages to get worse.