Serious Anyone else partially repulsed by the idea of sex?

[Deleted member 8353]

It's hard to explain what I mean, because I obviously crave sex. However it's the thought of something like that actually happening, actually being that close to another human, it seems very strange to me and somewhat off putting. it's as if half of me desires physical contact, and the other half is repulsed by it.

You know the feeling where you're eating something and you're just doing so to fulfill your hunger, where something might even taste decent, but at the same time you're a bit disgusted by the whole process, and disgusted with yourself? Perhaps it's because of your knowledge of the food's contents, or something else entirely, but ultimately the reason is besides the point. While it's not exactly the same thing, as I've never been close to a 3D non relative foid, much less done anything more intimate, I think the idea of being repulsed by your own urges is what I'm trying to get at here. Although it's also partly due to the fact that being around other people makes me uncomfortable, I can never relax when being observed by other humans.

 

[IAmWhatYouMadeMe9]

I imagine it stinks and the thought I having to wipe cunt slime off my dick and balls afterward makes me feel physically sick.

 

[thelonewanderer]

I'm repulsed by other people in general ngl

 

[jerrycan dan]

I imagine it stinks and the thought I having to wipe cunt slime off my dick and balls afterward makes me feel physically sick.

you probably typed this surrounded by filth bro, it can't be that bad

 

[Napoleon de Jizzbal]

Idea about sex with ugly femoid is absolutely repulsive

 

[BlackpillMafia]

no

 

[IAmWhatYouMadeMe9]

you probably typed this surrounded by filth bro, it can't be that bad

Nah I have agoraphobia and don't leave the house. Keeping it clean keeps me sane.

 

[Hail The Bloatlord]

no

 

[Deleted member 8353]

I'm repulsed by other people in general ngl

That's more or less what I mean, I'm repulsed by physical contact and people in general, yet desperately crave touch at the same time. Strange feeling tbh.

 

[Deleted member 16455]

i cant ever imagine having sex irl

 

[Hate_my_life]

Yeah brah.


-brb apparently foids stink down there
-brb apparently it gets sweaty
-brb foids dont know what the fuck to do and just lay there
-brb have to wear a condom or you're on babynames.com
-brb vaginal fluids
-brb she expects you to go down on that axe wound (you're a faggot if you do)
-brb foids are disgusting creatures that bleed and piss from the same hole.
-brb brb

Would rather just hold hands/hug a foid.

 

[Deleted member 17724]

Yes, it's an eternal struggle within myself and I actually wanted to make a thread about the topic but I felt that it would be a bit absurd on a site for involuntarily celibates. For me, it's not so much the idea that you're close to a person but more that the act itself looks so animalistic. Sex seems to be the only act, aside from murder, which takes away human intelligence for a moment and reduces us to animals.
After watching porn and feeling the intense guilt that comes with it, I always feel like I just watched some sort of horrific ritual of flesh. It's almost Lovecraftian; it's as if I observed something that should simply not exist and which goes against my understanding of the world. It's also horrifying to come to the conclusion that so many of the women around me who seem innocent and nice have engaged in such an act, have reduced themselves to the status of an ape-like whore.

But I suppose that's one of the nasty side-effects of watching porn or seeing anything sex-related before you actually have engaged in the act yourself. People were never meant to look at sex from a third-person perspective and now that we are able to, it's fucking us up mentally.
I have tried to quit porn for a very long time by the way but I tend to feel this intense dread and fear even more when I haven't watched it in a while, the memories of it come back to me at a time like that as if it's a memory of some sort of trauma which I experienced.

 

[Gyros_Pretcel]

Less sex itself (I don't fear the act of degeneracy itself, the body or its fluids) more the lowly human mating behavior as a whole.

Perfect example, what doesn't bother me:

-brb apparently foids stink down there
-brb apparently it gets sweaty
-brb foids dont know what the fuck to do and just lay there
-brb have to wear a condom or you're on babynames.com
-brb vaginal fluids
-brb she expects you to go down on that axe wound (you're a faggot if you do)
-brb foids are disgusting creatures that bleed and piss from the same hole.
-brb brb

 

[78980n]

I cringe imagining myself having sex because of my subhumanity but I have no qualms whatsoever about the act itself.

 

[i_a_m_i]

Yes, it does seem disgusting.

 

[Deleted member 8353]

For me, it's not so much the idea that you're close to a person but more that the act itself looks so animalistic.

Yeah I'd say it's definitely both for me tbh.

Sex seems to be the only act, aside from murder, which takes away human intelligence for a moment and reduces us to animals.
After watching porn and feeling the intense guilt that comes with it, I always feel like I just watched some sort of horrific ritual of flesh. It's almost Lovecraftian; it's as if I observed something that should simply not exist and which goes against my understanding of the world. It's also horrifying to come to the conclusion that so many of the women around me who seem innocent and nice have engaged in such an act, have reduced themselves to the status of an ape-like whore.

But I suppose that's one of the nasty side-effects of watching porn or seeing anything sex-related before you actually have engaged in the act yourself. People were never meant to look at sex from a third-person perspective and now that we are able to, it's fucking us up mentally.
I have tried to quit porn for a very long time by the way but I tend to feel this intense dread and fear even more when I haven't watched it in a while, the memories of it come back to me at a time like that as if it's a memory of some sort of trauma which I experienced.

That's an eloquent way of putting it, and yes, knowing that others are taking part in this act is strange from the perspective of an outsider. When you observe things in this way, you might just end up questioning what others are doing too much, and such questions were meant to be asked. In my case it's the idea of impregnation which is the worst, but even our bodies themselves are disgusting in their own right.

 

[Deleted member 17419]

Less sex itself (I don't fear the act of degeneracy itself, the body or its fluids) more the lowly human mating behavior as a whole.

Yeah I can't express my feelings on this topic any better than this here above.

 

[mcfroggy]

OP it repulse you BC you hate your body and are too insecure to connect not only physically but emotionally with another human. It's not deep lol.

 

[Gyros_Pretcel]

After watching porn and feeling the intense guilt that comes with it, I always feel like I just watched some sort of horrific ritual of flesh. It's almost Lovecraftian; it's as if I observed something that should simply not exist and which goes against my understanding of the world. It's also horrifying to come to the conclusion that so many of the women around me who seem innocent and nice have engaged in such an act, have reduced themselves to the status of an ape-like whore.

But I suppose that's one of the nasty side-effects of watching porn or seeing anything sex-related before you actually have engaged in the act yourself. People were never meant to look at sex from a third-person perspective and now that we are able to, it's fucking us up mentally.
I have tried to quit porn for a very long time by the way but I tend to feel this intense dread and fear even more when I haven't watched it in a while, the memories of it come back to me at a time like that as if it's a memory of some sort of trauma which I experienced.

Randolph Carter IQ

It really feels literally alien. Like observing a half sentinent race of disgusting naked hairless albino apes. This is so on point. My feelings are currently locked away and I'd prefer to leave at it for today, but there have been lots of these uncanny realizations and reinterpretations of specific situtations for me in the past.

Yeah I'd say it's definitely both for me tbh.

That's an eloquent way of putting it, and yes, knowing that others are taking part in this act is strange from the perspective of an outsider. When you observe things in this way, you might just end up questioning what others are doing too much, and such questions were meant to be asked. In my case it's the idea of impregnation which is the worst, but even our bodies themselves are disgusting in their own right.

Forbidden knowledge ded srs.

 

[Deleted member 17419]

Yes, it's an eternal struggle within myself and I actually wanted to make a thread about the topic but I felt that it would be a bit absurd on a site for involuntarily celibates. For me, it's not so much the idea that you're close to a person but more that the act itself looks so animalistic. Sex seems to be the only act, aside from murder, which takes away human intelligence for a moment and reduces us to animals.
After watching porn and feeling the intense guilt that comes with it, I always feel like I just watched some sort of horrific ritual of flesh. It's almost Lovecraftian; it's as if I observed something that should simply not exist and which goes against my understanding of the world. It's also horrifying to come to the conclusion that so many of the women around me who seem innocent and nice have engaged in such an act, have reduced themselves to the status of an ape-like whore.

But I suppose that's one of the nasty side-effects of watching porn or seeing anything sex-related before you actually have engaged in the act yourself. People were never meant to look at sex from a third-person perspective and now that we are able to, it's fucking us up mentally.
I have tried to quit porn for a very long time by the way but I tend to feel this intense dread and fear even more when I haven't watched it in a while, the memories of it come back to me at a time like that as if it's a memory of some sort of trauma which I experienced.

No idea how I accidentally scrolled past this post and missed it initially, but this is fucking golden.

 

[Admiral_Arkantos]

no

 

[Deleted member 8353]

OP it repulse you BC you hate your body and are too insecure to connect not only physically but emotionally with another human. It's not deep lol.

That's half of it, as I was getting at towards the end of the post. But it's also the idea of sex itself that is repulsive, it's not exclusive to me having it.

 

[Deleted member 17724]

Yeah I'd say it's definitely both for me tbh.

Well, I'm very socially avoidant and despise social interaction of any kind but I have always felt like sex would be an exception to that. Maybe because sex is the most intimate thing two people can do that so if a foid allowed me to fuck her, that would mean she truly trusts and appreciates me, something which I cannot be sure of from other people in any other form of social interaction.
Perhaps also because the act of sex itself (it's a different story for attaining it) doesn't require good social skills, it's a purely physical act. Things like having a different personality or interests from the person you're doing it with, doesn't matter at all. So yeah, it's unique in that sense and that's a major motivation for why I feel like I need it, because it would be the only way for me to properly connect with another person.

In my case it's the idea of impregnation which is the worst

I have a bit of an impregnation fetish, actually (I don't want children though). It's similar to what I wrote above; if a foid is okay with you impregnating her, that's a form of love and trust that you cannot find in any other type of interaction. It means she loves you so much that she is willing to endure physical suffering for 9 months and risk her life just so she can create genetic copies of you.

No idea how I accidentally scrolled past this post and missed it initially, but this is fucking golden.

Thank you.

 

[ihaveno1]

yea with a whale for sure, god i hate fat ppl so much

 

[Deleted member 8353]

Well, I'm very socially avoidant and despise social interaction of any kind but I have always felt like sex would be an exception to that. Maybe because sex is the most intimate thing two people can do that so if a foid allowed me to fuck her, that would mean she truly trusts and appreciates me, something which I cannot be sure of from other people in any other form of social interaction.
Perhaps also because the act of sex itself (it's a different story for attaining it) doesn't require good social skills, it's a purely physical act. Things like having a different personality or interests from the person you're doing it with, doesn't matter at all. So yeah, it's unique in that sense and that's a major motivation for why I feel like I need it, because it would be the only way for me to properly connect with another person.

I don't feel like it's possible to really connect with other people though. Actually tbh, realizing that humans can only ever really know notions of other people, ideas existing within and exclusive to one individual, never mutually shared, and never actually knowing or understanding others as they truly are, well it was quite a liberating revelation for me. I don't need to fool myself into projecting an idea, or an idealized concept onto another person to be happy, as the other individual isn't the important bit, at least not as far as you're concerned anyway. It's how you feel about them, and how you perceive them that results in the feeling of fulfillment. Both of these are things constructed solely by you, it's just that having another individual physically present makes such things easier to attain and accept.

Connection is only as "real" as you perceive it to be, and loneliness, the feeling of being alone, well it's just another arbitrary perception. It's possible to change this perception if you have the willingness to do so.

 

[TheProphetMuscle]

No, I desire it 100%

 

[FukFeminism]

No, I desire it 100%

This. This entire phenomena of finding it repulsive is the result of over thinking it. And it’s over thought because it’s so absent in our lives.

 

[SirIncel]

No, I desire it 100%

 

[RollD20]

brb she expects you to go down on that axe wound

Hell no. I have some dignity.

 

[Murdoch89]

I can imagine it smelling of pure sweat and urine, I find it deplorable that anyone could engage in oral sex, I wish they all get syphilis from it

 

[BRCel123]

having sex with ugly women must be disgusting, on the other hand, having it with a pretty one must be one of the best things in existence

 

[Deleted member 10150]

im afraid to have sex but i want foids to like me and wanted to fuck me

ugly foids disgust me so much

 

[StaroRavager]

 

[TheProphetMuscle]

This. This entire phenomena of finding it repulsive is the result of over thinking it. And it’s over thought because it’s so absent in our lives.

Exactly. And there’s not gonna be any odors as long as both partners have showed before the sex

 

[Deleted member 17599]

I'm very socially avoidant and despise social interaction of any kind but I have always felt like sex would be an exception to that

 

[Evildоer]

I become repulsed by it only after jerking off.

 

[Smallus Dickus]

Yes I'm repulsed, because only way for me to get sex is to pay for it, or to try hunting a landwhale