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I was on a depression spectrum while I was bluepilled.
When I found about blackpill unimaginable hatred for this world filled my mind and body. It felt like my whole body legs up was set on flames and I was unable to function. This pain was really something unthinkable.
I took jewpills and after 1.2 year of use they worked and reduced the pain in whole body, minimizing its effect to only left shoulder, above my heart and on bad days it spreads to the heart too.
This fucking pain feels like a hole sucking all my energy, willpower, joy, EVERYTHING into it and leaving me powerless just lying in bed all day every day. I do not feel the rage anymore, I have accepted that it's over but the pain is not going away. And jewpills were no longer easing this pain so I no longer take them and don't really know what the hell I should do to stop it.
Anyone else experience similar thing?
When I found about blackpill unimaginable hatred for this world filled my mind and body. It felt like my whole body legs up was set on flames and I was unable to function. This pain was really something unthinkable.
I took jewpills and after 1.2 year of use they worked and reduced the pain in whole body, minimizing its effect to only left shoulder, above my heart and on bad days it spreads to the heart too.
This fucking pain feels like a hole sucking all my energy, willpower, joy, EVERYTHING into it and leaving me powerless just lying in bed all day every day. I do not feel the rage anymore, I have accepted that it's over but the pain is not going away. And jewpills were no longer easing this pain so I no longer take them and don't really know what the hell I should do to stop it.
Anyone else experience similar thing?