Anyone else LARP as if they are in a self defense situation.

[ionlycopenow]

Whenever I'm doing something mind numbing like wage slaving, LDAR, or existing really, I often start day dreaming to cope and escape. I no doubt look like a retard to others while I'm doing it as a result, but I can't help it. My most common day dream scenario is someone hitting me so I can fight back.

This is a very pathetic and juvenile LARP, but it gets me through the eight hour shifts like no other. This is because I've been attacked before and gotten into fights and when you are beating someone up is the best feeling you will ever get in your entire life as an incel. My most cherished memories in high school was grappling kids and pummeling them for talking shit or attacking, or jumping them for stealing my things. I miss those days so much.

To cels who have never experienced that, I'm sorry. In those moments it's pure joy, and you will lose all stress instantly and be totally calm, at peace, and relieved in the moments after.

 

[Emba]

Spoiler

it's a good cope tbh

 

[NEETard]

Yes but not just self defense scenarios

 

[Yerberito]

Sounds like a good cope tbh

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

Sounds like a good cope tbh

 

[Personalityinkwell]

I like daydreaming tbh its a good cope who cares if I look retarded I gt nothing to lose at this point

 

[Deleted member 19236]

Sometimes, I imagine an hypothetical mass self defense situation where I'd have to shoot through a crowd of people to defend myself.

 

[PluralSpaceRace]

Sometimes, I imagine an hypothetical mass self defense situation where I'd have to shoot through a crowd of people to defend myself.

I'm too small for fights tbh, but I would enjoy beating someone if I could quickly get the upper hand

 

[ItsOver4cel]

Sounds like a good cope tbh

 

[Deleted member 22907]

day dreaming

 

[FinnCel]

I don't like fights

 

[BrapZilian]

Yes but not just self defense scenarios

 

[Deleted member 4159]

I shadowbox in my room, pretending to kick normies' and women's asses (that's right IT, u mad?). It's a way for me to release my anger without releasing it in public.