Serious Anyone else just waiting to die basically?

[St.Tropez]

As I get into solid old territory I feel like I am less and less alive. Like I am.not even.here in the world.
I have no friends,I have no interests anymore. I have nothing.
I just walk alone through life. I sometimes go to these long walks by myself at the lake and.just listen to music.
I play video.games sometimes. Then I go to get drunk at the weekends. But realistically speaking I feel like all I am.doing is just waiting to die.
Nobody to love,nobody to love me,nobody cares about me,I care about nobody. Betrayed by everyone. I have a mother and father who I kinda dont even love idk. I had a fairly bad childhood so.it.is prob what fucked.me.up.hard.

But like why even go on? And the worst part is that the only person I love is unobtainable to me so I have legit like zero.chance of making it.
I am so sad all.the time,I want to cry all the time but the tears they wont come out.

 

[AsiaCel]

I'm waiting for my time in fEw years to fulfill my ultimatR goal.

 

[Deleted member 1313]

Im completely dead inside and just go through the motions of existing.

 

[NekoStance]

We're dying to live

 

[ToggleHateMode]

When things were utterly hopeless, I did. Just lived day by day, waiting until the fatal one where I died. But that's no way to live.

 

[St.Tropez]

When things were utterly hopeless, I did. Just lived day by day, waiting until the fatal one where I died. But that's no way to live.

Man I wish that day could hurry up and just came.
Like how long must I suffer. You would think it was enough already

 

[Most_Palone]

Just start living high risk. Take up a dumb-ass hobby like freebasing or be one of those dumb-asses that goes rock climbing without ropes and shit. Also do roids and get surgery.

 

[St.Tropez]

Just start living high risk. Take up a dumb-ass hobby like freebasing or be one of those dumb-asses that goes rock climbing without ropes and shit. Also do roids and get surgery.

Already got surgery. The resti kinda dont care much about.
Not a bad advice tho,maybe I should just do something really stupid like try to be something with low %of success

 

[ToggleHateMode]

Man I wish that day could hurry up and just came.
Like how long must I suffer. You would think it was enough already

You guys are the real deal, if any of you committed sui, or LDARed until an accident happened, I would be beside myself.

 

[St.Tropez]

You guys are the real deal, if any of you committed sui, or LDARed until an accident happened, I would be beside myself.

Yeah we are the real deal

 

[jackbud]

sometimes i have hope but right now i'm waiting to die

 

[Total Imbecile]

Yes. I cant see myself ever having friends or having someone fall for me. I go through life alone and will probably die alone as well.