Anyone else go through repeated phases of giving up and ldaring and trying to ascend?

[SupremeAutist]

My life for the last 3 years has been repeated phases of "I give up time to LDAR" and "I can't accept my current life I have to try do something to change it". All of my attempts at trying to improve myself have got me nowhere but I keep trying over and over again hoping something will change regardless. The fact that I've even had to repeatedly try to achieve things in life that came naturally to everyone else proves to me that I am a genetic failure. But I know despite this that I'll probably end up trying again, part of me simply can't accept that this is how I am.

 

[Anarcho Nihilist]

I have the same thing - such recurring phases: faith in the best, a collision with reality, a cruel stab from life in the back, humility and apathy, and then all over again, although over time these cycles occur less and less often.

 

[SupremeAutist]

I have the same thing - such recurring phases: faith in the best, a collision with reality, a cruel stab from life in the back, humility and apathy, and then all over again, although over time these cycles occur less and less often.

Yeah there's been more of a gap between this cycle for me as time has went on

 

[Anarcho Nihilist]

My life for the last 3 years has been repeated phases of "I give up time to LDAR" and "I can't accept my current life I have to try do something to change it". All of my attempts at trying to improve myself have got me nowhere but I keep trying over and over again hoping something will change regardless. The fact that I've even had to repeatedly try to achieve things in life that came naturally to everyone else proves to me that I am a genetic failure. But I know despite this that I'll probably end up trying again, part of me simply can't accept that this is how I am.

"Have I already told you what madness is? Insanity is the exact repetition of the same action over and over again in the hope of a change. This. There is. Madness"

 

[Dneum912]

part of me simply can't accept that this is how I am.

this

 

[fructose]

part of me simply can't accept that this is how I am.

this hits me hard brotha, truth.

 

[Suicidal Schizoid]

Yeah

 

[TheDragon]

Yes

 

[XtremeMax]

part of me simply can't accept that this is how I am.

 

[lowz1r]

yes. i have repeatedly tried quitting my LDARing addictions such as porn or excessively jerking off, but to no avail.

it's just too hard to have the motivation to do anything when you have no one to live for other than yourself.

 

[Dneum912]

yes. i have repeatedly tried quitting my LDARing addictions such as porn or excessively jerking off, but to no avail.

it's just too hard to have the motivation to do anything when you have no one to live for other than yourself.

Why do we all have the same life ??

 

[lennox]

We keep trying

 

[Karakol96]

Why do we all have the same life ??

Because you are both incels

 

[Karakol96]

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We keep trying

 

[SupremeAutist]

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We keep trying

this is literally me

 

[SupremeAutist]

yes. i have repeatedly tried quitting my LDARing addictions such as porn or excessively jerking off, but to no avail.

it's just too hard to have the motivation to do anything when you have no one to live for other than yourself.

Yeah it's hard to quit things like porn when it feels like you aren't getting any real world value from quitting. I gave up on trying to quit porn recently, all it's really achieving is making me hornier from depriving myself from it. It would be much easier and much more worth it to quit if I was actually having sex and could release those urges in another way.

 

[Mecoja]

I completely gave up long time ago and didn't get a glimpse of hope ever since. Im drowning more and more in misery and poverty with every passing day.