Anyone else getting bitter?

[Michael15651]

Always had a great relationship with my younger brother, but lately I just don’t care about him anymore. I don’t text him anymore or nothing. (He’s a chad who is popular and gets girls out of his league).

Same with my mom. Used to call her EVERYDAY before I went into work for 2 years straight and now I don’t call her anymore. Don’t talk to my dad either (they’re divorced).

I hate going out because I see couples. I hate looking at myself because I lost all my gains coming off steroids and stopping the gym.

I just feel so bitter. Maybe it’s easier to come off as an asshole so when I end it it’s easier for people to grieve my loss… I don’t know. I feel like a burden.

Can’t eat, always tired, not motivated to do anything anymore.

I’m just not happy.

Anyome else have sudden changes like this?

 

[Just say NIGGER!]

Bitterness and jealousy is my main psychological flaw besides autism.

 

[DeliriousMerchant]

Yes. It makes me feel like a schitzo.

 

[NEETcel2023]

It's normal to feel like that. I've lost my gains from gym, clean healthy diet, and walking. I'm always tired. I feel like there's not much point to go out alone anymore at my age. I don't have much reason to live anymore. My life is LDAR until I rope, unless I find a beautiful girlfriend that's youthful and not a slut.

 

[K1ng N0th1ng]

Anyome else have sudden changes like this?

Not a sudden change so to speak, but I've been like this for most of my teen years to date (19).
I fucking hate how the issue of having a dysfunctional family is exclusive to me. Everyone my age is living out their best lives and building lifelong memories while I have to cope with my shitty family, never had the chance to make friends or the like. I have to take sleeping pills every so often because I have bouts of anxiety and can't sleep.
It's like I was circled out to take on everyone else's share of suffering.

 

[Michael15651]

It's normal to feel like that. I've lost my gains from gym, clean healthy diet, and walking. I'm always tired. I feel like there's not much point to go out alone anymore at my age. I don't have much reason to live anymore. My life is LDAR until I rope, unless I find a beautiful girlfriend that's youthful and not a slut.

This is my life described perfectly.

I’m already a dead man walking.