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VLÖ
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- Nov 12, 2017
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I've reached a stage where I can't even cope anymore. Every bit of media, games, movies, shows, cartoons; you name it, they ALL have relationships, social life etc. in them. Every time I play a game that has socializing I keep thinking "Why can't my life be like that? Why can't I live a simple life where nothing can go wrong."
Open-world "town" type games are complete suicide fuel for me, as it's a constant reminder of how grim and dark my real life is. I can't even cope with inserting myself into that world because I know it's all fake and not real. This goes almost for any game really, I just feel so envious of the simplistic life in them. Even shows which I used to love as a kid are now just unbearable as everyone there is all happy and go on fun adventures and shit, while I sit here and rot. It's like watching someone else eat a nice hamburger while starving, it's pure torture.
TBH the only videos I can watch now are ones with single males, anything else is just a constant reminder of my shit life. I'm just tired of it all, I just want to live a normal life with love like everyone else. I want to have people to talk to, people to connect with.
Instead I'm here just watching the same videos over and over again. JFL @ my life...
Now watch as people say "just get therapy bro"
Open-world "town" type games are complete suicide fuel for me, as it's a constant reminder of how grim and dark my real life is. I can't even cope with inserting myself into that world because I know it's all fake and not real. This goes almost for any game really, I just feel so envious of the simplistic life in them. Even shows which I used to love as a kid are now just unbearable as everyone there is all happy and go on fun adventures and shit, while I sit here and rot. It's like watching someone else eat a nice hamburger while starving, it's pure torture.
TBH the only videos I can watch now are ones with single males, anything else is just a constant reminder of my shit life. I'm just tired of it all, I just want to live a normal life with love like everyone else. I want to have people to talk to, people to connect with.
Instead I'm here just watching the same videos over and over again. JFL @ my life...
Now watch as people say "just get therapy bro"