Anyone else feel disconnected from everything?

[VLÖ]

I've reached a stage where I can't even cope anymore. Every bit of media, games, movies, shows, cartoons; you name it, they ALL have relationships, social life etc. in them. Every time I play a game that has socializing I keep thinking "Why can't my life be like that? Why can't I live a simple life where nothing can go wrong."

Open-world "town" type games are complete suicide fuel for me, as it's a constant reminder of how grim and dark my real life is. I can't even cope with inserting myself into that world because I know it's all fake and not real. This goes almost for any game really, I just feel so envious of the simplistic life in them. Even shows which I used to love as a kid are now just unbearable as everyone there is all happy and go on fun adventures and shit, while I sit here and rot. It's like watching someone else eat a nice hamburger while starving, it's pure torture.

TBH the only videos I can watch now are ones with single males, anything else is just a constant reminder of my shit life. I'm just tired of it all, I just want to live a normal life with love like everyone else. I want to have people to talk to, people to connect with.
Instead I'm here just watching the same videos over and over again. JFL @ my life...

Now watch as people say "just get therapy bro"

 

[nausea]

I know very well that place

 

[BlackPill47]

I feel disconnected from society. I have no desire to socialize anymore.

Though for me, gaming is a good escape from the boredom of it all.

I haven't read books for a long time; even stopped with films in recent years.

 

[VLÖ]

I feel disconnected from society. I have no desire to socialize anymore.

Though for me, gaming is a good escape from the boredom of it all.

I haven't read books for a long time; even stopped with films in recent years.

I'm kinda in the same situation, but just seeing others in relationships (real or not) just makes me angry. I guess it's also linked to a rather painful story.

I can't really even cope with games since my computer is old as fuck.

 

[BlackPill47]

I feel disconnected from society. I have no desire to socialize anymore.
Though for me, gaming is a good escape from the boredom of it all.
I haven't read books for a long time; even stopped with films in recent years.

I'm kinda in the same situation, but just seeing others in relationships (real or not) just makes me angry. I guess it's also linked to a rather painful story.
I can't really even cope with games since my computer is old as fuck.

Sorry to hear about your computer, brah. My laptop is nine years old and has to be replaced. Hearts of Iron III came out in the same year and can barely run on the thing. I have to rely on my console for gaming.

I have never been sensitive to the point of not watching couples on TV. I even collected nudes scenes from films, as I preferred that familiarity over cookie-cutter modern porn. I find IRL PDAs annoying, but I can usually distance myself from it. With TV, I have the choice to turn it off if it upsets me. Although sometime the depression hits me more than normal; I can be triggered by reading fan fiction and realizing an FHO will never have that lust or passion for me. I have had a lifetime of bottling up disappointment and feelings; I have gotten used to it. Ascending with the Black Pill was the best thing that I could do at this point.

 

[idkwattodowithlife]

Society has a way of singling out men from most circles.

Women see ugly men as unwanted threats. Men see ugly men as unwanted competition. So its natural for both sides, not to welcome sub-par (or low value below-average) men, and hence you're kinda disconnected to even make connections with other people from the get-go, and this isn't necessarily your fault.

 

[War of rail ost]

Play a game with dark settings. Such as 40k games, nothing is happy there.

 

[WorldRulerAisha]

every time i see an asian with a child of and asian girl with another race. A part of me dies inside, just knowing the fact ill never have this. Ill never give my mom grandkids. Its Over, the oinly things that gives me enjoyment is anime.

 

[demonanus]

Nothing makes sense anymore. Everything seems pointless.

 

[nausea]

a rather painful story.

story when?

 

[Weeble]

I do.

 

[nausea]

this thread is good

 

[VLÖ]

story when?

I would rather not, the person linked to this is very internet-savvy and they might easily find it.

 

[nausea]

story when?

I would rather not, the person linked to this is very internet-savvy and they might easily find it.

bah