I will be intellectually honest and I don't know whether there is a ban-worthy confession but I would NOT date any women in existence just to have a girlfriend. Because of my life circumstances (birth defect / health problems), the sacrifice/compromise I would have to give to enter a relationship would probably be in no particular order.
(i) 1/10 to 2/10 in HB 10/10 attractiveness scale, I would not be sexually attracted to her at all (but that's not all that matters in a relationship, I would be willing to overlook her appearance. After all, she would be overlooking my appearance... which is asking a lot and I would unironically be grateful).
(ii) She would probably have a body count greater than 4 or 5 which would increase the probability of divorce over 50% and other compromising/relationship-endangering factors such as my average income (my salary was 55k/yr at my last job), she would be tempted to infidelity because of non-lust toward me, she would most likely have one of the many pathological and widespread mental illnesses of women that would be emotionally torturous for me (BPD or FULL-ON NPD, Anxiety & Depression, substance abuse disorder, etcetera), and she might bring emotional baggage + kids from a former marriage (or not even marriage, because 70% of American women have children out-of-wedlock). This is just the tip of the iceberg of issues outside of superficial outward, physical appearance.
(iii) After so much tormenting / needlessly cruel bullying and just being invisible to women at best and criminally repulsive to women at worse, I have so much hatred in my heart that even if Angelina Jolie or Cameron Diaz irrationally/inexplicable wanted to marry me, love me, have my kids, and so on... I don't know if I could stomach spending more than a couple women with losing control from bottled up, uncontrollable rage. It could work if domestic violence was on the table.
