Anybody else feel like its impossible to live in the present ?

[Friezacel]

Its impossible for me to live in the here and now. I almost 24/7 think about either the past or the future, but way more about the past. I think of either all the bullying and trauma i experienced or i try to cope and push away depressive thoughts with better memories from my childhood or adolescense. I cant think about the present because i dont have anything or anyone. I also keep worrying about my future, especially the age pill and how i will be viewed as creepier as time goes on. My mind just works on 100% 24/7 and i cant turn it off.

 

[joocel52]

are you autistic man

 

[Friezacel]

are you autistic man

Yes im Aspie, why are you asking ?

 

[Anarcho Nihilist]

Its impossible for me to live in the here and now. I almost 24/7 think about either the past or the future, but way more about the past. I think of either all the bullying and trauma i experienced or i try to cope and push away depressive thoughts with better memories from my childhood or adolescense. I cant think about the present because i dont have anything or anyone. I also keep worrying about my future, especially the age pill and how i will be viewed as creepier as time goes on. My mind just works on 100% 24/7 and i cant turn it off.

Whenever it's hard for me, I either immerse myself in the past: I read books about history, or I immerse myself in books, movies, games.

 

[joocel52]

Yes im Aspie, why are you asking ?

so am i. this seems to be a common issue with us, i think it rleates to being naturally prone to overthinking

 

[Friezacel]

Whenever it's hard for me, I either immerse myself in the past: I read books about history, or I immerse myself in books, movies, games.

Mogs me, i was able to read books when i was younger, but now its over for my goldfish attention span

 

[XtremeMax]

yes fuck the present its gay

 

[leucemia]

I feel the same way.

 

[Friezacel]

so am i. this seems to be a common issue with us, i think it rleates to being naturally prone to overthinking

I definitely had problems with overthinking since the day i was born. Combine that with having no social filter, retarded body language, resting bitch face, facial recession, being short, having a monotone voice and ADD = never began

 

[Anarcho Nihilist]

Mogs me, i was able to read books when i was younger, but now its over for my goldfish attention span

I like to read history books, it was literally my favorite activity as a child, imagining all these wars between different countries, the intrigues of politics, monarchs, the lives of people of that time, the culture of that time. I especially adored the 18th century.

 

[VideoGameCoper]

so am i. this seems to be a common issue with us, i think it rleates to being naturally prone to overthinking

Yep. Same for me. I’m always thinking about the past and reminiscing in some of the happy memories I have from childhood. Often dream about things I wanna do in the future too, but don’t seem to focus much on the present sometimes

 

[aspiecel_1111]

Same, either thinking of the past, daydreaming or trying to optimize next 3 months

 

[joocel52]

Yep. Same for me. I’m always thinking about the past and reminiscing in some of the happy memories I have from childhood. Often dream about things I wanna do in the future too, but don’t seem to focus much on the present sometimes

wish i could be 10 years old again man

 

[joocel52]

I definitely had problems with overthinking since the day i was born. Combine that with having no social filter, retarded body language, resting bitch face, facial recession, being short, having a monotone voice and ADD = never began

brutal

 

[UglyVirgin]

I feel the same way I can’t focus on shit

 

[VideoGameCoper]

wish i could be 10 years old again man

Sometimes I do too. But, no going back

 

[littlemanhikicel]

I feel the same. I think the solution is moving away to a new place.

 

[Friezacel]

I feel the same. I think the solution is moving away to a new place.

How is that supposed to do anything ?

 

[joocel52]

How is that supposed to do anything ?

well, i cant speak for the guy who said that but i suppose moving to another place might change your luck, however unlikely. i wanna leave my country bec i fucking hate living here but even if you dont, maybe just being in a diffrenet enviroment will bring you to diffrenet people and opportunities, so than your occupied and unable to think all day. but than again, we are on this site so maybe no

 

[littlemanhikicel]

How is that supposed to do anything ?

Not make a solution but you are entertained moving to other town. I hate where I live and Im 100% I will feel way better moving from here.

 

[turbosperg]

im Aspie

It's over.

Just relax.

Because it never even began for us.

 

[littlemanhikicel]

well, i cant speak for the guy who said that but i suppose moving to another place might change your luck, however unlikely. i wanna leave my country bec i fucking hate living here but even if you dont, maybe just being in a diffrenet enviroment will bring you to diffrenet people and opportunities, so than your occupied and unable to think all day. but than again, we are on this site so maybe no

Yes, this. I moved a lot with my parents before and at least you are more entertained with the change you are making and due being excluded I don't have that feeling of leaving "my frends" I never had in the first place. Im stuck in this place and fucking suifuel, I need to move to a rural place asap.

 

[joocel52]

Yes, this. I moved a lot with my parents before and at least you are more entertained with the change you are making and due being excluded I don't have that feeling of leaving "my frends" I never had in the first place. Im stuck in this place and fucking suifuel, I need to move to a rural place asap.

i know what you feel man, i fucking hate where i live. good luck with leaving that shithole

 

[Wolnir]

I worry about the future every day, I'm very anxious about my hair loss progressing. I am diffuse thinning across my entire scalp so I am certain to go bald at some point, even with medications. If it feels like it's over now while I still have a decent head of hair, it's fucking giga over when I'm bald.

I can't live in the moment because present day is dog shit. I wake up at 4am, go to my factory job, come home, rot and repeat. On my days off I stay at home playing video games all day because I have no friends and get rejected by every girl I ask out. It's a trash life and I don't think I'm going to make it to 30 without committing seppuku.

 

[littlemanhikicel]

i know what you feel man, i fucking hate where i live. good luck with leaving that shithole

Yes thanks. Same for you. Some day I will do it.

 

[Friezacel]

well, i cant speak for the guy who said that but i suppose moving to another place might change your luck, however unlikely. i wanna leave my country bec i fucking hate living here but even if you dont, maybe just being in a diffrenet enviroment will bring you to diffrenet people and opportunities, so than your occupied and unable to think all day. but than again, we are on this site so maybe no

Due to my social retardness and overall unattractiveness, id be sexles and friendless anywere on the planet

Yes, this. I moved a lot with my parents before and at least you are more entertained with the change you are making and due being excluded I don't have that feeling of leaving "my frends" I never had in the first place. Im stuck in this place and fucking suifuel, I need to move to a rural place asap.

Im an Aspie, i dont like change in most aspects of life. If something works for me then id prefer for it to stay that way

 

[Friezacel]

I worry about the future every day, I'm very anxious about my hair loss progressing. I am diffuse thinning across my entire scalp so I am certain to go bald at some point, even with medications. If it feels like it's over now while I still have a decent head of hair, it's fucking giga over when I'm bald.

Brutal, but at least there is lots of options to treat hairloss nowadays. I wish it could be as easy to fix eye area or height

 

[Grodd]

It's too painful to live in the present