It's Over Any other anhedoniacels here ?

[Friezacel]

Anhedonia visits me every few months or even weeks to rob the few joys in life that i have. Everything is so fucking boring to me. Videogames are boring, series are boring, jerking off is boring, even food sometimes gets boring. There is absolutely 0 variety in my life, i relive every day on repeat without anything ever changing.

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

 

[umsure]

Basically every day. There's a certain number of years of a miserable loneliness existence where petty childish copes like those just don't work anymore to replace the biological urge to reproduce.

Alcohol always hits the spot though.

 

[Friezacel]

Alcohol always hits the spot though.

I used to get hammered every weekend in early 2021 and i regretted it every time i woke up the next morning, not to mention the hangover i often got. If anything i prefer weed nowadays, a lot less side effects once you know what you are doing

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I feel that way almost constantly; that's exactly why every day feels like torture—that's your mind telling you that you are not living a life worth living.

 

[Adolf Kitler]

eventually the copes will wear out and this will be our only option

 

[umsure]

I used to get hammered every weekend in early 2021 and i regretted it every time i woke up the next morning, not to mention the hangover i often got. If anything i prefer weed nowadays, a lot less side effects once you know what you are doing

I'm going to be drug tested soon

 

[umsure]

I used to get hammered every weekend in early 2021 and i regretted it every time i woke up the next morning, not to mention the hangover i often got. If anything i prefer weed nowadays, a lot less side effects once you know what you are doing

I do about 4-5 drinks, so not getting hammered. Also I do it probably 4-5 times per week.

 

[DutchCel01]

Thats me aswell. But what can you do i dont have any friends or a girl so wtf is supposed to happen in my days? Im not gonna go outside by myself

 

[The Judge]

Definitely the case for me. Everything feels so pointless. I can't recall the last time I felt excited or looked forward to anything. Not even my hobbies (Gaming, writing, etc.), do it for me anymore and I've given up on most of them.

What you say about "re-living every day on repeat" rings true as well. My entire life is basically a Groundhog day loop consisting solely of waking up, scrolling through various sites on the internet, and maybe talking to few family member.