currycel102
currycel
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I'm working right now and for the most part I've just gone to work only to come home to LDAR and cope on video games and TV shows. For months until 7/19, this is all I did. ZERO IRL interaction with people outside of work matters.
But from 7/19 to 7/25, during those days, I was invited to several coworker events. I felt like a normie then, actually doing normie things, talking with foids and normie guys. Socializing. Real human interaction.
Well it's been a week since then and I've gone back to LDARing, with no one wanting any more activities evidently, and I'm feeling an incredible amount of withdrawal symptoms from then. It's not like I became best friends with anyone, but I felt such a huge amount of acceptance and relief from that one week, and I want nothing more than to have that every single day of my life.
During that week, when I came home I felt like a king. I didn't feel the need to vidya cope and slept the best I ever have.
But now I feel so subhuman, Im thinking, how the fuck did I survive all these months just LDARing? How was I content with that? Now I'm forced back into that.
But from 7/19 to 7/25, during those days, I was invited to several coworker events. I felt like a normie then, actually doing normie things, talking with foids and normie guys. Socializing. Real human interaction.
Well it's been a week since then and I've gone back to LDARing, with no one wanting any more activities evidently, and I'm feeling an incredible amount of withdrawal symptoms from then. It's not like I became best friends with anyone, but I felt such a huge amount of acceptance and relief from that one week, and I want nothing more than to have that every single day of my life.
During that week, when I came home I felt like a king. I didn't feel the need to vidya cope and slept the best I ever have.
But now I feel so subhuman, Im thinking, how the fuck did I survive all these months just LDARing? How was I content with that? Now I'm forced back into that.
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