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Any healthcels or high-tier mentalcels here? What's your malfunction?

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I've got a panic disorder. Constantly feeling fear, hot, sweaty, palpitations, pain and tightness in the chest, low exercise tolerance. Lose my shit whenever my heart rate goes up - like from exercising. Can't even remember what it's like to simply lie down and relax without thinking about anything or feeling like I'm about get a heart attack.
 
I used to be inhib incel but I learned to stop giving a fuck... Still an incel tho
 
Schizoid PD
General Anxiety Disorder
ADD
Cancer
Olney’s lesion brain damage
 
I've got a panic disorder. Constantly feeling fear, hot, sweaty, palpitations, pain and tightness in the chest, low exercise tolerance. Lose my shit whenever my heart rate goes up - like from exercising. Can't even remember what it's like to simply lie down and relax without thinking about anything or feeling like I'm about get a heart attack.
Do you know what's causing the panic attack? If you could understand what triggers it then it may help avoid it, for example, I get panic attacks when thinking about death, fainting or getting a heart attack (this becomes x10 worse when happening in public)
 
I have autism and crippling anxiety
Also full of rage continuously
 
Do you know what's causing the panic attack?
I get that from thinking about bad stuff like you do. But also from lesser things, like getting hit in the chest I think "oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck my heart is now permanently broken in some way"
I started listening to this much lauded book called DARE, according to it you're supposed to "lean into" your anxiety and not try to lessen the unpleasant somatic symptoms. And somehow your brain will rewire itself into thinking they're not a big deal. Hasn't happened for me yet tho :(
 
I get that from thinking about bad stuff like you do. But also from lesser things, like getting hit in the chest I think "oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck my heart is now permanently broken in some way"
Does your panic attack have a specific setting or do you randomly get it anywhere you go? Panic disorders are highly related to agoraphobia which is a fear of not being able to escape stressful, humiliating or possibly dangerous situations. For example, places such as the school classroom can trigger a panic attack due to the fact that students may hesitate to ask for help because they're worried they might interrupt and get scolded by teachers (this was my first brutal panic attack experience).
 
Avoidant Personality Disorder
Periods of clinical depression

Dont take shrink pills if theyre not for bipolar/schizophrenia.
 
Does your panic attack have a specific setting or do you randomly get it anywhere you go?
I don't think I've had them randomly, most have come through health anxiety. As for agoraphobia, definitely, I plan ahead and avoid all places where I feel it would be difficult to escape. Like flying on a plane, absolute no.
Have any pills/therapy helped with your panic attacks?
 
Avoidant/Schizoid co-morbid

Shit sucks. I can't ever feel comfortable around people but even when someone does try to interact with me I lose interest in them very quickly. I always "want" to be alone but yet when I am alone I struggle with loneliness.

I live an isolated life 100% of the time, and am trying to get into a career where I work in solitude as well. A complete freak of nature I am.
 
but yet when I am alone I struggle with loneliness
That doesn't sound like schizoid. Supposedly they genuinely don't want company as opposed to those who avoid it as a defense mechanism. Maybe "losing interest" is one of your mechanisms. I used to think I was schizoid but that idea was rejected by the therapist.
 
I've got a panic disorder. Constantly feeling fear, hot, sweaty, palpitations, pain and tightness in the chest, low exercise tolerance. Lose my shit whenever my heart rate goes up - like from exercising. Can't even remember what it's like to simply lie down and relax without thinking about anything or feeling like I'm about get a heart attack.

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tD4q3leE5Uw
 
That doesn't sound like schizoid. Supposedly they genuinely don't want company as opposed to those who avoid it as a defense mechanism. Maybe "losing interest" is one of your mechanisms. I used to think I was schizoid but that idea was rejected by the therapist.
It's not schizoid in its entirety, but as I said I'm co-morbid. I was diagnosed only as avoidant by my therapist when I still went a few years ago. But when I was working as a janitor and got a bit more experience around people, I realized that I didn't want full self-closure or any type of intimacy with them when they'd talk with me. It actually just annoyed me when people would try to get to know me.

I feel pleasure when I get to be around people but at a certain distance, if that makes sense. I don't want to be completely known or completely isolated. I wasn't diagnosed as a schizoid but I learned myself that I'm co-morbid.

I actually was involuntarily diagnosed as an avoidant because my father got annoyed with how much I was self-isolating too. I didn't even know about personality disorders.
 
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Chad can have health disorders and still slay don’t forget
 
Same. I was literally dragged.
I just need to make absolutely sure that im liked before i can open up. And being ugly im never sure. Do yearn for intimacy though.
 
I've got a panic disorder. Constantly feeling fear, hot, sweaty, palpitations, pain and tightness in the chest, low exercise tolerance. Lose my shit whenever my heart rate goes up - like from exercising. Can't even remember what it's like to simply lie down and relax without thinking about anything or feeling like I'm about get a heart attack.
I have an anxiety disorder and crashed my car because of it before. But I'm also kind of ugly. So I dont know which one is the deciding factor
 
I have anxiety and depression. Took jew pills for months but they didn't do anything except siphon my money away. Also have nerve pain and sciatica in my back and legs. JFL at truecel genetics
 
ocd mostly
Avoidant Personality Disorder
Periods of clinical depression

Dont take shrink pills if theyre not for bipolar/schizophrenia.
Schizoid PD
General Anxiety Disorder
ADD
Cancer
Olney’s lesion brain damage
I have anxiety and depression. Took jew pills for months but they didn't do anything except siphon my money away. Also have nerve pain and sciatica in my back and legs. JFL at truecel genetics
The only health disorder. Is having too much of a big penis.
Im a low tier mentalcel. Meaning that im so fucked in the head, that I cant even have the same preception of reality that a normal person has. Sometimes I go into sperg mode ( like saying random gibberish or saying stupid bullshit without being self aware that its low IQ). I have delusional, long period episodes about demons and aliens. I even talk unsually to myself sometimes like Im another person when Im in solitude. Im a mentally- ill weirdo and people like me need to be shot in an instant.
 
I even talk unsually to myself sometimes like Im another person when Im in solitude.
Same. Look up CPTSD or maladaptive daydreaming on reddit. Lots of traumatized people find talking to themselves or playing out little scenarios comforting.
 
only deciding factor : looks, if you have looks you can even be a schizophrenic or serial killer, look at the chadfishers
 
I've got severe anxiety, ptsd, and alice in wonderland syndrome. Very fun.
 

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