SuicideFuel Anxiety is killing me.

[Mecoja]

I cant to anything, just sit there with dark thoughts that something horrible is going to happen. I cant distract myself. I have no peace. My highinhibness prevents me from going to the shrink and ask for meds, from what i saw they do more bad than good. Im tired, scared of the phone ringing and telling me that someone of my family died or bad thing happened to them.

 

[supersoldier]

paranoid schizophrenia sucks

 

[RealSchizo]

paranoid schizophrenia sucks

this and also i suffer from the same OP describes every single day except mine is also pretty brutal because i struggle going to the store and if I do go I start shaking on the counter.

 

[fatass30000]

i used to be the same way but i started going outside a little bit and little by little i started getting comfortable being outside. You just gotta force yourself at the start

 

[Jealous Freak]

Very relatable. Eventually I had to visit a psychiatrist who prescribed very strong medication, but it hasn’t been working the way I hoped. The main issue is that it makes me unbearably sleepy during the day. I feel lost, unsure of what to do next. I can’t shake the feeling that the doctor might give up on me. I truly don’t know what could help anymore. If it weren’t for the relentless bullying and the trauma I’ve endured at school, I don’t think I would be in this situation at all.

 

[Jealous Freak]

i used to be the same way but i started going outside a little bit and little by little i started getting comfortable being outside. You just gotta force yourself at the start

Won't work without meds.

 

[fatass30000]

Won't work without meds.

damn how bad is your anxiety?

 

[Mecoja]

Very relatable. Eventually I had to visit a psychiatrist who prescribed very strong medication, but it hasn’t been working the way I hoped. The main issue is that it makes me unbearably sleepy during the day. I feel lost, unsure of what to do next. I can’t shake the feeling that the doctor might give up on me. I truly don’t know what could help anymore. If it weren’t for the relentless bullying and the trauma I’ve endured at school, I don’t think I would be in this situation at all.

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For me its also childhood traumas from school and crazy parents. Doctors dont care at all, they give you meds and kick you out. My brother takes 2 different drugs, lyrica and another one. I cant really tell if it helps him.