SuicideFuel Anxiety Has Been Worse The Past Few Days

[DarkStar]

It's probably due to a mix of things.

Firstly, I've quit energy drinks for the second(or third?) time this year, I disliked spending so much cash on it: My family also has a history of heart issues on both sides, so it would probably be best for me to avoid.

But in reality, it's probably due to the fact I'm 22, still KHHV, and also have reminisced over the past lately: At any given point during my day, I can get hit with a dwam, taking me back to any memory I have from when I was around 14ish till now. In some, I just think of how awful, brutal, and even traumatizing some of the shit I wen through was: In others, I just get angry & upset as to how I perhaps didn't try enough, how I maybe even "missed a chance" in any number of aspects(socially & educationally), how I could have done x thing differently, etc.

This has been one of my biggest issues, I try my best but it's so hard to live in the moment.

 

[Penguin]

The anxietypill is so brutal

 

[Fat Link]

Definitely could be the effects of caffeine withdrawal.

I go a bit wackier than usual when I’ve been without my beloved Coca Cola for more than a couple of days which is not very often.

 

[Sloth.Belgrade]

Sorry about that

I feel like my social anxiety has gotten worse within the last few months

 

[Villxs]

Anxiety has made my life ten times worse than it has to be

 

[Balding Subhuman]

Its probably the lack of caffeine. I've gotten suicidal thoughts and intense anxiety when I've reduced my caffeine and nicotine dose.

 

[DarkStar]

Definitely could be the effects of caffeine withdrawal.

I go a bit wackier than usual when I’ve been without my beloved Coca Cola for more than a couple of days which is not very often.

I would say it's mainly due to stuff such as taurine & the other accelerants they put in that shit

I had quite a bit of regular coffee today, and I feel fine: I think I will just slowly reduce my usage of it gradually this way, and avoid energy drink.

Its probably the lack of caffeine. I've gotten suicidal thoughts and intense anxiety when I've reduced my caffeine and nicotine dose.

That sounds fucking awful

 

[Friezacel]

perhaps didn't try enough, how I maybe even "missed a chance" in any number of aspects(socially & educationally), how I could have done x thing differently, etc.

If you have to actively try then it never began for you, such things are supposed to happen natural

 

[proudweeb]

energy drinks for the second(or third?) time this year, I disliked spending so much cash on it:

I feel that, I spend like $80 a month on them

 

[DarkStar]

Anxiety has made my life ten times worse than it has to be

Based avi, reminds me of this Pic I like:

If you have to actively try then it never began for you, such things are supposed to happen natural

I know, but I'm sure you understand.

I feel that, I spend like $80 a month on them

We need to get on clean caffeine

 

[Mecoja]

Anxiety is horrible and worst thing is when you let her withdraw you into solitude to avoid stress, it makes you feel comfortable but will make everything to seem stressful and you will become extremely avoidant.

 

[DarkStar]

Anxiety is horrible and worst thing is when you let her withdraw you into solitude to avoid stress, it makes you feel comfortable but will make everything to seem stressful and you will become extremely avoidant.

Basically how I fucked up the past year of College.

 

[Grodd]

Anxiety is fucking horrendous i have GAD and it's crippling fuck this cruel existence

 

[DarkStar]

Anxiety is fucking horrendous i have GAD and it's crippling fuck this cruel existence

We never get any peace, it's as if we exist to suffer 24/7 in order to feed some cosmic entity which survives on male suffering.

 

[Grodd]

We never get any peace, it's as if we exist to suffer 24/7 in order to feed some cosmic entity which survives on male suffering.

Soyciety enjoys our suffering

 

[Chingaquedito]

I feel the same way, i used to feel miserable but not as bad as I do now X_X

 

[Castaway]

Sorry to hear that brocel. I've struggled with anxiety myself since my early teens, but yours is probably even worse considering everything you're going through right now

 

[Biowaste Removal]

I've been getting the same thing, alsor ecently since the new college semester started.

Its part of the reason why I'm close to dropping out due to low gpa,

Because every time I try to focus or study something, some traumatic childhood/adolescent memory combined with a reminder of how worthless subhuman i am and how nothing will get better only worse and the blackpill overwhelms me.

I have no motivation, just want to ldar or simply die.

 

[KingOfInceldia]

Definitely some caffeine withdrawals since it's a literal drug and you're rawdogging life after that so whatever circumstances that made you repress stuff with caffeine are going to come up.

Definitely focus on running when it gets overwhelming.

A fast paced 6 mile run makes me feel freaking relaxed/great after that

Especially if you're Irish. We are a race of Aussie Shepards

 

[DarkStar]

Especially if you're Irish. We are a race of Aussie Shepards

KEK nice

Maybe we actually are the "niggers of NW Europe" after all.

@Regenerator @Autist.Belgrade @Grodd

 

[Grodd]

KEK nice

Maybe we actually are the "niggers of NW Europe" after all.

@Regenerator @Autist.Belgrade @Grodd

 

[zerozerozero]

I had quite a bit of regular coffee today, and I feel fine: I think I will just slowly reduce my usage of it gradually this way, and avoid energy drink.

its a good idea to wean yourself off it slowly especially having responsibilities like work and study
caffeine withdrawals can be alot more severe than people think

 

[Neucher.Belgrade]

I think it was to do with the season

 

[kay']

i cant even sleep

 

[Regenerator]

Replace the energy drinks with coffee.