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Skinlesscel
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- Oct 22, 2021
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Another rejection plus a block just me sending a good morning with smile, they only want me as a friend, no need for that shit.
I starting to give up I really do, they all happy going out, talking and eating but none interested in me, I dress Nicely, take care of myself but I guess that’s my fate.
What’s there to live for anyway? I hated by everyone other than my social worker because that’s her damn job, “you’re not a bad person”
I wasted my education chasing girls who just ruined my will to live, I had only one “gf” I am from Jewland and she was an Arabic, I called her a kebab just to piss her off and she took a liking to me.
I didn’t really get to do anything with her because I barely could meet up with her other than my phone.
In the end I discovered she’d cheated on me by sending pics to some Arab chad she was in contact with, I was pissed and she begged me for forgiveness, I knew I had no other choice and accepted this humiliation, but the decision caused her to further lose respect for me until it all collapsed, that was the closest thing to a relationship and it ended about 3 years ago, ever since then it’s rejection spree.
Some months ago I underwent a circumcision surgery (phimosis and all)
Got it botched up, lost pleasure my orgasam no longer feeling like an orgasam and I stopped escortmaxing because of it.
I have no job because I worked in a hospital, staying there caused me trauma… if not the surgery I could just travel to Thailand and still enjoy sex there, I lost interest in everything no love, no friends, no normal functional dick, short with speech difficulties I probably will rope because I had enough and I’m broken into pieces ALL I ever wished for was a normal relationship, such a basic thing is beyond my reach life is truly over
I starting to give up I really do, they all happy going out, talking and eating but none interested in me, I dress Nicely, take care of myself but I guess that’s my fate.
What’s there to live for anyway? I hated by everyone other than my social worker because that’s her damn job, “you’re not a bad person”
I wasted my education chasing girls who just ruined my will to live, I had only one “gf” I am from Jewland and she was an Arabic, I called her a kebab just to piss her off and she took a liking to me.
I didn’t really get to do anything with her because I barely could meet up with her other than my phone.
In the end I discovered she’d cheated on me by sending pics to some Arab chad she was in contact with, I was pissed and she begged me for forgiveness, I knew I had no other choice and accepted this humiliation, but the decision caused her to further lose respect for me until it all collapsed, that was the closest thing to a relationship and it ended about 3 years ago, ever since then it’s rejection spree.
Some months ago I underwent a circumcision surgery (phimosis and all)
Got it botched up, lost pleasure my orgasam no longer feeling like an orgasam and I stopped escortmaxing because of it.
I have no job because I worked in a hospital, staying there caused me trauma… if not the surgery I could just travel to Thailand and still enjoy sex there, I lost interest in everything no love, no friends, no normal functional dick, short with speech difficulties I probably will rope because I had enough and I’m broken into pieces ALL I ever wished for was a normal relationship, such a basic thing is beyond my reach life is truly over