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SwordsmanAlt
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- Apr 24, 2018
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While others get to spend time with their friends and lovers, I have nothing to look forward to. I just fucking drink alone like an asshole.
I wish I could go out and do stuff without anxiety or be able to make a connection with someone without looking like a creepy fuck.
But it looks like I'm just going to come home and rot my liver. Fuck this existence. Even videogames and movies aren't going to be enough of a cope today. Maybe I'll walk the streets tonight in the dark so that I can get out of this hellhole.
I wish I could go out and do stuff without anxiety or be able to make a connection with someone without looking like a creepy fuck.
But it looks like I'm just going to come home and rot my liver. Fuck this existence. Even videogames and movies aren't going to be enough of a cope today. Maybe I'll walk the streets tonight in the dark so that I can get out of this hellhole.