MaxZM98
Socially constructed loser
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- Joined
- May 2, 2018
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So yesterday on saturday night i went to see an escort, but when i got there she was an older woman, so i didnt go through with it. i just got back from another journey, where, yet again, the girl ended up being an older woman. both were asians.
but this time, she was actually decent looking for a cougar. i havent ejaculated the past few days in preperation to meet an escort. (although i have masturbated until almost cumming. i know i shouldnt do this but it's hard to resist, huge kudos to nofappers). because of this i have been incredibly horny, and very agitated due to sexual frustration.
i was very hesitent, and almost went through with it, but i ended up backing off, which i think was the right decision. then i messaged her saying i am sorry but i expected to meet a 22 yr old. i think this time may not have been a complete waste of time, (it took almost 3 hours of my time), because she messaged back saying that there will be 3 available girls at a different location aged 18/19, who are staying for 3 days. i told her id call tomorrow. she apologised and was very nice about it. i felt kinda bad rejecting her since she was like 'you no like me'? but it had to be done.
considering the ad was fake, the chances may be slim this time, but im hoping she isnt lying to me after what happened. she said she doesnt have photos but they are young pretty girls. i am determined. no matter how many times i fail, i WILL acquire prime pussy. so far i have had 4 failures out of 4.
but this time, she was actually decent looking for a cougar. i havent ejaculated the past few days in preperation to meet an escort. (although i have masturbated until almost cumming. i know i shouldnt do this but it's hard to resist, huge kudos to nofappers). because of this i have been incredibly horny, and very agitated due to sexual frustration.
i was very hesitent, and almost went through with it, but i ended up backing off, which i think was the right decision. then i messaged her saying i am sorry but i expected to meet a 22 yr old. i think this time may not have been a complete waste of time, (it took almost 3 hours of my time), because she messaged back saying that there will be 3 available girls at a different location aged 18/19, who are staying for 3 days. i told her id call tomorrow. she apologised and was very nice about it. i felt kinda bad rejecting her since she was like 'you no like me'? but it had to be done.
considering the ad was fake, the chances may be slim this time, but im hoping she isnt lying to me after what happened. she said she doesnt have photos but they are young pretty girls. i am determined. no matter how many times i fail, i WILL acquire prime pussy. so far i have had 4 failures out of 4.