In 2015, just out of curiosity, I did my first catfishing experiment before deleting tinder for good.
Well, the blackpill, especially the chadfish pill was not common sense back them (I'm from Brazil so it was definitely not common sense in here back then, I thought the redpill was the ultimate truth back then), so, for the very first time on this chadfish account I had girls treating me like a king on tinder. A lot of matches and cute girls messaging me first, being kind and interested, etc...
The very first Stacy who matched my chadfish was a 19y 9/10 blonde, jade-green eyes, upper-class girl with fake perfect boobs, she was a Veterinary Medicine student and new to my city. She looked like a young Christina Applegate but with a hotter Brazilian body. I could never forget her face, she was gorgeous, hot, young and cute, I would've been the happiest man on Earth with that woman! She was so nice on chat but after some time she was always bringing up the same question, ''When can we meet each other?''
So I decided to end the experiment and deleted the app. It was nice to have that kind of female validation, but I proved my point about looks and personality, so I couldn't carry that experiment any longer, everytime she asked about meeting her IRL, I felt like shit! ''I need to see you, please, make that happen!''
Well, I found her profile on facebook and eventually took a look just to see the type of guy she would end up dating, and she started dating a chadlite two years ago and then I forgot about her for while (but they broke up six month ago and she is now single again), well... two weeks ago I was at the local grocery store and this Stacy, out of the blue, just passed by me, needless to say I didn't react well, I was paralyzed, afraid that she could recognize me in someway, my heart was beating so fast I thought it was going to explode... She then grabbed some coffee, completely unaware of my presence and she went to the other way and I could take a good look at her body, and damn...Her ass was even more perfect than her fake boobs, her hair is the most beautiful blonde hair I've ever seen in my whole life... she is more beautiful and a way cuter IRL...
After this event the whole week was a fucking hell emotionally/mentally to me, I was constantly having intrusive thoughts of how I would never experience a cute girl like that(or any cute girl) treating me the way she treated my chadfish....
Well, then yesterday I had this dream, I was waking up at my mom's house on Christmas eve, and my brother who is a chadlite was going to celebrate Christmas with us, and he was going to bring his new girlfriend.
Well, bells ring, and when they enter through the f*cking front door, his new girlfriend was the fucking hot Christina Applegate Stacy from my chadfishing experiment...
She was f*cking nice on this dream, or should I say, nightmare? Even repeating some of the nicest things she said to me on tinder, but this time it was directing towards my old chadlite brother, saying how beautiful he is and how nice his personality is, and how f*cking good they are together, and how they've met each other after a looong wait because he was always dodging the first date cause they've matched on tinder tehee...some of the lines were an exactly copy, word by word, from the tinder chats we had...
They were really happy in that dream, talking about marriage, my mom was blessing them and everyone was asking when i would bring I girl like that to the Christmas Eve celebration... well and then I woke up feeling utterly shit ....
I don't think this kind of nightmare is easy to get over.
My subconscious is telling me I'm the genetic garbage of my family. My brother is a chadlite and never had issues attracting girls, he is completely unaware of how lucky he is, and how looks matter, and he is always telling me how I should go out more and approach more girls and bla-bla-bla.
Life as a subhuman male is a scam, even in my dreams, my subconscious is trying to f*ck me up and rubbing in my face how subhuman I am!
Well, the blackpill, especially the chadfish pill was not common sense back them (I'm from Brazil so it was definitely not common sense in here back then, I thought the redpill was the ultimate truth back then), so, for the very first time on this chadfish account I had girls treating me like a king on tinder. A lot of matches and cute girls messaging me first, being kind and interested, etc...
The very first Stacy who matched my chadfish was a 19y 9/10 blonde, jade-green eyes, upper-class girl with fake perfect boobs, she was a Veterinary Medicine student and new to my city. She looked like a young Christina Applegate but with a hotter Brazilian body. I could never forget her face, she was gorgeous, hot, young and cute, I would've been the happiest man on Earth with that woman! She was so nice on chat but after some time she was always bringing up the same question, ''When can we meet each other?''
So I decided to end the experiment and deleted the app. It was nice to have that kind of female validation, but I proved my point about looks and personality, so I couldn't carry that experiment any longer, everytime she asked about meeting her IRL, I felt like shit! ''I need to see you, please, make that happen!''
Well, I found her profile on facebook and eventually took a look just to see the type of guy she would end up dating, and she started dating a chadlite two years ago and then I forgot about her for while (but they broke up six month ago and she is now single again), well... two weeks ago I was at the local grocery store and this Stacy, out of the blue, just passed by me, needless to say I didn't react well, I was paralyzed, afraid that she could recognize me in someway, my heart was beating so fast I thought it was going to explode... She then grabbed some coffee, completely unaware of my presence and she went to the other way and I could take a good look at her body, and damn...Her ass was even more perfect than her fake boobs, her hair is the most beautiful blonde hair I've ever seen in my whole life... she is more beautiful and a way cuter IRL...
After this event the whole week was a fucking hell emotionally/mentally to me, I was constantly having intrusive thoughts of how I would never experience a cute girl like that(or any cute girl) treating me the way she treated my chadfish....
Well, then yesterday I had this dream, I was waking up at my mom's house on Christmas eve, and my brother who is a chadlite was going to celebrate Christmas with us, and he was going to bring his new girlfriend.
Well, bells ring, and when they enter through the f*cking front door, his new girlfriend was the fucking hot Christina Applegate Stacy from my chadfishing experiment...
She was f*cking nice on this dream, or should I say, nightmare? Even repeating some of the nicest things she said to me on tinder, but this time it was directing towards my old chadlite brother, saying how beautiful he is and how nice his personality is, and how f*cking good they are together, and how they've met each other after a looong wait because he was always dodging the first date cause they've matched on tinder tehee...some of the lines were an exactly copy, word by word, from the tinder chats we had...
They were really happy in that dream, talking about marriage, my mom was blessing them and everyone was asking when i would bring I girl like that to the Christmas Eve celebration... well and then I woke up feeling utterly shit ....
I don't think this kind of nightmare is easy to get over.
My subconscious is telling me I'm the genetic garbage of my family. My brother is a chadlite and never had issues attracting girls, he is completely unaware of how lucky he is, and how looks matter, and he is always telling me how I should go out more and approach more girls and bla-bla-bla.
Life as a subhuman male is a scam, even in my dreams, my subconscious is trying to f*ck me up and rubbing in my face how subhuman I am!
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