Jealous Freak
The outcast of society
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- Jan 12, 2023
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Basically, I was at the mall today, picking up stuff for tonight's dinner. It was crowded as fuck, the usual. Then I saw one of the fucking bullies from school. Suddenly, I started to burn from the inside, that fucking feeling again. Luckily, it didn't last long. I guess the "jew pills" work, just not as effectively as you would think.
Now, it wasn't fear or anything, just precaution, because I always have this paranoia that shit's about to go down, like I'm back in that school again, although it's been 12 years.
They always loved to make fun of me because I was an autistic bum. They told me I would get nowhere in life, and that's exactly what happened. So if they saw me the way I am now, they would probably still spit some bullshit about me. But I don't want trouble during my holidays, and things like this piss me off.
If I had the chance to go back to those times, I would probably unleash hell, because right now, I don't fucking care what’s going to happen.
Now, it wasn't fear or anything, just precaution, because I always have this paranoia that shit's about to go down, like I'm back in that school again, although it's been 12 years.
They always loved to make fun of me because I was an autistic bum. They told me I would get nowhere in life, and that's exactly what happened. So if they saw me the way I am now, they would probably still spit some bullshit about me. But I don't want trouble during my holidays, and things like this piss me off.
If I had the chance to go back to those times, I would probably unleash hell, because right now, I don't fucking care what’s going to happen.