anorexic cels here?

[SIR ETHNICCEL]

There are two normies in my neighbourhood, one male one female.

Super skinny and spend the whole day always jogging or riding their bicycles all day like as if it is an addiction.

They dont know each other but i am seeing similarities betwwen such people through them. Like they obsessively engage in physical excercise and are extremely underweight. This must be something in the brain.

Plus they so skinny and now in this hot heat of summer they still wear jeckets, I am like whats up with that, jackets in the hot boiling sun to hide their mega thin skin and bones

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

When I was younger, I didn't eat much due to anxiety.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

When I was younger, I didn't eat much due to anxiety.

If we go back further, the "Namekian Diet" makes plenty of sense for others, given my obsession with nutritional labels.

That would be like learning to write with your left hand... for absolutely no reason whatsoever.

 

[UnwantedVirgin]

I look it but the fact is I go to the gym and eat well and take protein and all it leads to is the shits and a bloated belly, I don't absorb what I put in it just comes out as non solid shit. Combine that with a small frame and thin bones and I look like a pregnant skeleton.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Re: The best breakfast, lunch and dinner

AnonyAnonymous Join Date: 2013-06-23 Post Count: 6332

#145888538Friday, September 12, 2014 5:42 AM CDT "KFC Chicken Bucket [Large], with a Cheese burger and strawberry milkshake. [KFC]" This is rather unhealthy, actually, it should be taken into consideration the "Quality" of what's being consumed rather then simply the quantity, many restaurants often make false claims regarding the nutritional value of their foods. It's "potentially" safe to eat occasionally however I personally wouldn't suggest consuming these kinds of meals on a daily bases due to numerous risks such as high cholesterol or Hypertension.

 

[Mortis]

Not really anorexic but I used to hate my body to the point I borderline could be considered anorexic.

Puking after meals, going days and sometimes weeks without eating, skipping meals, not eating when other people are around. It was pretty bad

Don't like to talk about it a lot because it's foid like, but that was something I struggled with especially last year.

Now I've become fat due to LDAR OD and I don't give a shit about that anymore.

 

[SIR ETHNICCEL]

Not really anorexic but I used to hate my body to the point I borderline could be considered anorexic.

Puking after meals, going days and sometimes weeks without eating, skipping meals, not eating when other people are around. It was pretty bad

WHATTT?

 

[SIR ETHNICCEL]

Not really anorexic but I used to hate my body to the point I borderline could be considered anorexic.

Puking after meals, going days and sometimes weeks without eating, skipping meals, not eating when other people are around. It was pretty bad

Don't like to talk about it a lot because it's foid like, but that was something I struggled with especially last year.

Now I've become fat due to LDAR OD and I don't give a shit about that anymore.

nah its not foid like to talk about it. If you dont then you will never make progress in your life

 

[SIR ETHNICCEL]

Not really anorexic but I used to hate my body to the point I borderline could be considered anorexic.

Puking after meals, going days and sometimes weeks without eating, skipping meals, not eating when other people are around. It was pretty bad

Don't like to talk about it a lot because it's foid like, but that was something I struggled with especially last year.

Now I've become fat due to LDAR OD and I don't give a shit about that anymore.

why did you hate your body?

 

[Ghostface]

Combine that with a small frame and thin bones and I look like a pregnant skeleton.

 

[SIR ETHNICCEL]

When I was younger, I didn't eat much due to anxiety.

are you underweight?

 

[Mortis]

why did you hate your body?

I always was chubby, a bit fat but nothing too serious or comical, but the normies were incredibly cruel. They constantly made fun of "how fat I was" while people that were even more fat than me went off scot free. It probably had to do with the fact that I was fat AND ugly so it never began in the first place.

I didn't have any copes except food so when I was being bullied again for being fat or ugly, I went home to eat all kinds of stuff to make me feel a bit better at the end of the day, which in turn made me more fat and people bullied me more etc etc

I was stuck in a negative feedback loop, and I started to blame myself for it. I hated myself and my body more than those bullies hated me. I was truly my own biggest hater.

WHATTT?

Then I decided to break this loop by finally trying to get skinny, and the gym wasn't going to cut it. I was so tired of being fat that I wanted to see changes ASAP. So I tried not eating for a day, I remember the first time was rather difficult but everytime I got cravings, I just drank a shit ton of water.

Gradually I'd begin to add more and more days, eventually getting to a full week. The weird thing is that you actually start to feel better when your body goes into ketosis, and you start to feel more energised. All this was during summer break. That year I didn't eat anything every vacation we got (I never did it during school because I need to actually think in order to not fail, wich proves difficult when you're starving). Christmas break was the first time I got to 2 weeks.

Still got bullied for being ugly after all that effort. It didn't even matter.

The last time I did this was september of last year. I was going for an entire month of only drinking cold water. I made it to day 24 - 25 before being taken to a hospital, because my parents ordered me to eat something because they thought I was killing myself.

Ironically you can't go from eating nothing for a month to eating a cheese sandwich (you'll die) so I was crying from the pain because my stomach couldn't handle solid food.

I was in the hospital for about a week and got fed trough an IV

Never did it since. I think I am currently at the heaviest I ever was. Funny thing is I actually look better when I am fat because it hides my bone structure lmao

 

[Wolnir]

I'm very skinny but I don't exercise and I eat 3 meals a day, for me it's most likely a genetic problem.

 

[SIR ETHNICCEL]

I saw one of the normies again when I went outside. He was riding his bike for 2 hours straight with a jacket on and long sleeved shit in the hot burning sun. Even with just a T-shirt the sun was too much for me.

Dude got off his bike and I swear he has no ass meat at all, its just the bones and skin

 

[SIR ETHNICCEL]

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