This has nothing to do with morality, and i respect suicuide
Got it. I didn't think so. I would be curious to hear your reasonings for why incels should see it through to the end even though there's a good chance many of us here will never ascend. You'll have something to say, as would anyone provided they don't think there's anything
wrong with committing suicide.
i view reality as inherently nihlistic
I agree, but "reality is inherently nihilistic" could rightfully be described as redundant. Nihilism simply means that there is no inherent meaning or purpose to life: humans aren't here for any other purpose but to survive, reproduce, and die, no different than any other species of animal on earth from other mammals to single cell organisms.
This is just an obvious given to anyone rational. (so not religious people.) It's just an anthropocentric narcissistic delusion many humans hold that there is an inherent purpose to life. (they obviously are thinking of humans when they say this, if anything non human species only exist to serve human needs to them.) This isn't even to say that "life has no meaning," but that this meaning is exclusively relative and only relevant within one's life, there is no transcendental meaning beyond death. (all religions insist otherwise)
Strictly speaking, humans partaking in any activity beyond the basic actions necessary to survival like procuring food and any other necessities and of course reproduction has an inherently irrational basis, so indeed everything we do is "absurd." Humans are just more complicated and intelligent than other life forms because we're the most intelligent and aware we will die. Anything else humans do is killing time and a product of civilization, despite the fact that for the vast majority of the time homo sapiens were on earth we didn't even have civilization. You can't fundamentally defend any human activity as purely rational that isn't directly correlated to procuring resources necessary for continuing life and survival.
I've essentially explained why I don't really identify as a "nihilist" (much less an "absurdist") as some philosophical position or identity. (not that I take inherent issue with those who do.)
I think anyone blackpilled would immediately dislike the sentiment Camus finishes "The Myth of Sisyphus" with - "one must imagine Sisyphus happy." Us incels thoroughly demonstrate and understand how contemptible this is, because we don't even
have the relief before the cycle starts over. Our lives are the equivalent of constantly struggling to push the boulder up the hill, but that's
it, we don't even get the part where it falls down and we have to run down to push it back up again. This is especially true for incels that have to work long hour wage jobs just to survive. (because either we never had family, our family died, we have to live away from home or our parents are greedy and force us to) Think about how much more miserable those of us who have to work are, than guys who have to work but at least come home to a girlfriend or wife at the end of the day.