Lookslikeit
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I was just watching a fat man trying to lose weight in an internet project (wtv you wanna call it) and it kinda clicked to me.
Why do anything? Why "strive for greatness"? Is that even achievable? In this day and age? Without the right connections and genetics? Is achieving anything like that just a matter of positive mental perspective? is it really though?
if i were to become a chad overnight, would that cure the jadedness i feel inside? The insecurities, the "learned helplessness"? (which is just normiespeak to tell you its your fault for no one ever giving a shit about you and actively trying to make your life a living hell).
I saw in a comment in a zoomer trader video which said, succintly enough "my hunger cannot be satisfied no more".
But for me, its actually the opposite. I think my lack of hunger for trying to make my life better (together with lack of hope in anything ever changing) is puzzling, to say the least.
I dont even know wtf i want from this life. I just know foids and vapid materialism wont be it.
End of rant.
Why do anything? Why "strive for greatness"? Is that even achievable? In this day and age? Without the right connections and genetics? Is achieving anything like that just a matter of positive mental perspective? is it really though?
if i were to become a chad overnight, would that cure the jadedness i feel inside? The insecurities, the "learned helplessness"? (which is just normiespeak to tell you its your fault for no one ever giving a shit about you and actively trying to make your life a living hell).
I saw in a comment in a zoomer trader video which said, succintly enough "my hunger cannot be satisfied no more".
But for me, its actually the opposite. I think my lack of hunger for trying to make my life better (together with lack of hope in anything ever changing) is puzzling, to say the least.
I dont even know wtf i want from this life. I just know foids and vapid materialism wont be it.
End of rant.