If you are sub 5, the big truth is that you are the world's bullying victim. There is no way to win. Your appearance belittles all your achievements. No one will ever truly respect you. No one feels like seeing your face or seeing you.
You have a very strong feeling of repression because you have had many negative reinforcements in your life. No one will ever truly love you. Like those ugly chuds who appear around with girlfriends, it is always the most miserable thing in the world. In their girlfriends' minds, they are doing you a favor by being with them, a charity. It is always a post-wall girl too (yk what it means)
That's the point, people will at most feel sorry for you, never real admiration and if real it's limited, I don't know, you can try solitude then but it's very miserable, you're just running away in the end and you'll always need to be on the defensive, you'll probably suffer in your dreams and in the morning wake up with a weight on your conscience.
You have a very strong feeling of repression because you have had many negative reinforcements in your life. No one will ever truly love you. Like those ugly chuds who appear around with girlfriends, it is always the most miserable thing in the world. In their girlfriends' minds, they are doing you a favor by being with them, a charity. It is always a post-wall girl too (yk what it means)
That's the point, people will at most feel sorry for you, never real admiration and if real it's limited, I don't know, you can try solitude then but it's very miserable, you're just running away in the end and you'll always need to be on the defensive, you'll probably suffer in your dreams and in the morning wake up with a weight on your conscience.
