This guy and I shared a class. It was general English (we don't live in the us). From the small interactions I has with him I realized he's very smart and passionate about physics.
he's ugly, average height/short-ish, and has a very bad skin condition (all of his face and I guess body is red and his skin is irritated and looks somewhat damaged), plus he's skinny fat to top it off.
I run to this guy often in the library. Some time ago I saw him sitting below a tree by himself, smoking. Thing is, even if I didn't know him I would still know what he was dealing with. I know that feeling all too well. We all do.
Now this brings me to my observation:
I was always an ugly guy. Throughout my years I did martial arts and studied hard (like this guy) and went to the gym (now only do calisthenics at home and parks). I grew out my hair and keep clean-shaven. Thing is though non of it made a big enough difference for it to really matter. This guy got nothing and neither did I. Now of course I was way luckier that him and I am thankful for that. And the slight improvements are nice. But the reality, that I learned through the blackpill and also my former oneitis, was that you can't close this gap by effort if you really are screwed.
If you saw me and him side by side, you would say I mog him in every category, but in terms of dating we're both the same.
he's ugly, average height/short-ish, and has a very bad skin condition (all of his face and I guess body is red and his skin is irritated and looks somewhat damaged), plus he's skinny fat to top it off.
I run to this guy often in the library. Some time ago I saw him sitting below a tree by himself, smoking. Thing is, even if I didn't know him I would still know what he was dealing with. I know that feeling all too well. We all do.
Now this brings me to my observation:
I was always an ugly guy. Throughout my years I did martial arts and studied hard (like this guy) and went to the gym (now only do calisthenics at home and parks). I grew out my hair and keep clean-shaven. Thing is though non of it made a big enough difference for it to really matter. This guy got nothing and neither did I. Now of course I was way luckier that him and I am thankful for that. And the slight improvements are nice. But the reality, that I learned through the blackpill and also my former oneitis, was that you can't close this gap by effort if you really are screwed.
If you saw me and him side by side, you would say I mog him in every category, but in terms of dating we're both the same.
