Aronian190
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- Jan 15, 2023
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It's clear that there is a lot of pain in my subconscious mind. There is a lot of sadness and stress. I cope with the internet. I cope with social media. I cope with online incel communities because of how relatable they are.
What is the painful truth? I am a total loner and loser in real life. Maybe these sites give me a sense of connection with other humans.
Social connection is a fundamental human need, and I have been lonely and rejected for over 50% of my life
But these coping mechanisms never fullfill. They never satiate my hunger. Hence, I am addicted...and addictive behaviors progressively get worse over time. Effectively destroying my ability to function...and ultimately rendering me dysfunctional and NEET
What is the painful truth? I am a total loner and loser in real life. Maybe these sites give me a sense of connection with other humans.
Social connection is a fundamental human need, and I have been lonely and rejected for over 50% of my life
But these coping mechanisms never fullfill. They never satiate my hunger. Hence, I am addicted...and addictive behaviors progressively get worse over time. Effectively destroying my ability to function...and ultimately rendering me dysfunctional and NEET