I mean in tbe sense that I wasn't ever given proper guidance, taught street smarts, taught how to converse intellectually, etc. Insane how almost everyone I know can socialize how most people tie thier shoes or sm shit while I usually gotta rehearse and premeditate what ima say in my head minutes before I begin talking or else I end up looking like a fucking moronic faggot. These days I don't talk much. Basic and effect, the less I say the less they can use against me.
