Skoga
No one is coming to save you.
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I'm getting bored of complaining and discussing the same old water threads. According to the wiki one of the core points is "acceptance and minimization of sexual and romantic desires", which I can't do since I masturbate from time to time and I still like it. Another point is "seeking of a restructure of oneself through the rediscovery of purpose (knowledge, looksmaxxing, hobbies, etc)." In my case it's probably hobbies considering I spend basically all my time which I'm not asleep with videogames, shows and reading.
Since I'm autistic I'm not sure if what I'm feeling is "happiness" while doing all those things, I just like the feeling of being distracted and not having to think about this clown world. Considering we don't know what happens after death although in my case I think it's just eternal sleep or reincarnation (with alot of copium ), I'm still grateful for being able to experience all these things and not have to worry about if I can have food today or a roof above my head.
Since I'm autistic I'm not sure if what I'm feeling is "happiness" while doing all those things, I just like the feeling of being distracted and not having to think about this clown world. Considering we don't know what happens after death although in my case I think it's just eternal sleep or reincarnation (with alot of copium ), I'm still grateful for being able to experience all these things and not have to worry about if I can have food today or a roof above my head.